Saturday

this morning go to find my aunt then go PJ find the Buzan
what is buzan?
Tony Buzan is a guy who create mind mapping
there's only two Buzan company in Malaysia
which are KL and Penang
my sister and I will going to study =]
exciting

second round
go One U with my darling
my mum fetch me to her house and she drive to there
we walk there to buy present
we walk so long time only know what she wanna eat
McD at OldWing had shift to the center between Old and Newing
and finally I bought the Sticky's Sweet =]
soooooo nice ! I love it so much
I bought for my parents
they like it so much



third round
go out yamcha with bing <3 teheee long time no see lu ... after accompany he eat then we go DPC walk walk and chit-chat at DPC Thank You, have been very long time didn't go out at night

it rain in the early beautiful Monday
and I've got class at 9.30am
wake up so early to the train station
I feel tired for the Monday class

before the second class start
friends decide to have dinner together
just 5 of us
and we have steamboat as our dinner
so nice

have been a very long time didn't have steamboat with friends
what a good memory
and after dinner, are our second round - Dessert
we drive to Kepong and the dessert just okay
not very nice enough

today really a memorable day
and sad day
Am I bringing bad luck to my friends?
it's been few times happen on my friends when I sit their car
what an unlucky
and sorry that bring you drive to there
I swear I won't bring my friend drive to there again

Anyway, I enjoy the dinner with you guys
*Happy*
hope that's next chance for us if can =]

(this post don't have any photo because didn't bring camera)

Can we ?

sometimes, I think that Love just a game
when u in love
the game was so exciting
u go everywhere with he/she
u do everything without he/she
but, when both of u are break up
the game is so cruel, it ends up

Every day I think did we have that chance ??
maybe it won't
I'm a flower heart
so, when I hope to got
it don't appear in front of me
but, when I don't want
it appear many in front of me

I think that God is cruel and devil
they are like playing fool with me
it let me feel that Love is not true
because it don't have true love comes to me
I'm selfish I think
I will think my good and bad
whether we can be together ?

From now on, if I get my partner
I will think our future only I will accept
I think it is too early for me to think that
but I really don't want a playful relationship
I want TRUE and GO for our future

sometime I think I need
sometime I don't
do I want a partner because I'm lonely ?

Everyone, please get ur relationship once u get ready
and not when lonely

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is 12.04am
I will post this blog
because of the picture
When I first saw the picture
I wanna tell bout all this kind of thing bout LOVE
so, if u are in a relationship
please treasure it
don't regret after they left
and even those who not in relationship
must cherish the one u think he or she will be ur partner
and lastly MUST love ur parents also

to be continued ...

愛人不難
難的是不愛

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你懂愛？
你會愛？
愛得深？
等等的問題
我……也不知想說什麽

我，愛上了
橘子的作品
寫了20+本文學書本
我，僅擁有4本
不是我不買
只是……題目沒有很吸引我
決定不買

雖然，沒有真的很喜歡閲讀的我
擁有幾本文學覺得很光榮
可是……
起初自己以爲在閲讀小説
但是，在書局
朋友口中指出這是本關於文學的書籍
驚訝的是，我竟會閲讀將的書
及，不知道自己買的書屬於哪類
呵呵

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我沒有很喜歡閲讀
可是很多人說：你有讀書的腦袋
這是令我驚訝的
媽媽每次都說：你能讀的~只是，懶惰
我真的是很懶惰
至於能不能讀……
我是不知道

本人推薦 :

Happy Birthday

Happy birthday my dear
we plan for everything but it got some small accident thing happened
so end up we have to celebrate on your actual date
but is doesn't matter
because we got heart

so, when celebrate also the best celebrate for you
isn't it ? LOL


Friend, you must treat my dear good good
if she cry one day because of you
we won't let you go
xD


Happy Birthday =D








everyone smiles ~




both of them so sweet
wish you all happily ever after =)




Hope you guys enjoy the celebration
although I'm not good enough planning the celebration
But I did the best
and I hope it got the best for next time
especially the birthday girl
hope you enjoy your celebration that we give you
Happy Birthday =)

有愛到

上星期六，跟朋友到了云頂觀賞大馬首部歌舞劇《有愛到》
下午兩點三十分出發，四時正抵達
在麥叔叔點了餐，趕功課
八點十五分，歌舞劇正式引爆



開場舞蹈


王子因爲要把公主的手，結果公開與鈡三万pk


恭喜公主跟三万（賺到了）
















《有愛到》圓滿結束
有歡樂，有感動；有驚喜，有悲傷
期待第二部歌舞劇

Homework

Look so free to online, update blog, hanging out etc
but actually I've got lots of homework to do
I just ignore it and don't know when have the mood to start it
I'm fed-up thinking other thing
except it really come until I got mood to think about
I really hope that someone could help me in my homework
someone can stay beside me and care whether I'm okay with my homework or not
but there is no one
last time if I don't know anything can ask HIM
although he will scold me sometimes but I still willing ask HIM to help
but ... HE had leave me, us
hard to ask HIM
and I just have to face all problem myself
I need to hands everything myself
I must be strong with it

Kay Yam Weoi Chee YOU can do it !!!
You can success this course and be a event planner

heartbreaker

Indifference is to represent ignore it ?
Indifference doesn't mean will ignore you or anything

You didn't ask, you didn't know
some words shouldn't say out automatically every time
but you should ask if you care
and not to think negatively alone about the person you thought that he / she treat you cold

if it really hurts you
he/she did not mean to do it
sometime do ask and make the thing clear

all of you are friend
it is different with couples
give each other sometime and will know what did each other need

Am I born to heart everyone ?
Am I born to do everything alone ?
Am I born to be a Heart breaker ?
I don't hope these thing happen
because I don't want to hurt anyone
but my character is like this
say everything straight
do everything straight
that is why I offend many people

(actually I don't know what I wrote in this post, all the thing just show in my mind and I just wrote it down. Hope readers won't blame me after looking at it. And if you all understand what I wrote I feel so thankful and please tell me what have I wrote. If you don't know is okay, will feel thankful to you because have read my stupid blog *bow 90 degree for thanks* )

Sorry

I know what I did have been wrong.
I shouldn't delay the time but tell the truth
what I say now is useless
maybe I've hurt you
but I'm sorry
because Idk what I want
I can't tell out what I want and I didn't clear the thing between us

Yeah I'm greedy
I compare everyone
I compare which is the best and the worst
I know the thing which I did was very bad to everyone
this is not what I will did last time
but
everyone will change
I'm no exception
I recognition I've changed
change many ...

but,
my attitude has not change
I'm still the ferocious girl, unreasonable girl ... etc
I tell so many truth in this world but most of the people did tell the fake

I recognition I'm wrong to unclear thing between us
as what I've know, you've give up
As what I told I'm not good enough
and I'm worst until everyone can't imagine

SORRY
but I swear friendship are always there waiting

Kay
unforgivable

Takers

Happy Halloween to everyone
have a movie today =]
cousin ask me whether wanna join movie with them or not
so I just promise her
go One-U with her and friends

I just let them decide what movie we wanna watch
because I'm afraid of horror movie
so they will ask me is that movie okay for me ?
I'm so sorry that they need to accommodate me always
I'm really afraid with it la

then Takers is okay for me
although it is 18PL
when get into the cinema, movie has started

skip --->>>

2.20pm movie end up at 4.30pm
WOW I can just say : Nice movie

TAKERS takes you into the world of a notorious group of criminals (Idris Elba, Paul Walker, T.I., Chris Brown, Hayden Christensen and Michael Ealy) who continue to baffle police by pulling off perfectly executed bank robberies. They are in and out like clockwork, leaving no evidence behind and laying low between heists. But when they attempt to pull off one last job with more money at stake than ever before, the crew may find their plans interrupted by a hardened detective (Matt Dillon) who is hell-bent on solving the case.

Although in the end of the story
the handsome guy has death
but some of them get happily ending or some are not
By the way, you guys have to watched it la

Enjoy this Movie
Ciao =] is just a simple update
and all about TAKERS

Lonely ...

Do you feel lonely ?
I do so.
But when I'm going to study
I feel the lonely are leaving far for me
but when I head home, I feel stress and lonely
I really don't feel to head home
coursework are spinning around me
parents nagging around me and keep asking me help them do stuff
and they keep calling me asking me lame stuff etc

What is the definition which not willing to be lonely ?
I really don't want to feel it.
I'm trying to be happy always
I'm always thinking positively
I'm always trying not to think bout the sadness
I'm always think bout where is the right 1 for me
I' always thinking and thinking
thinking and thinking ...
but ....
it seems like nothing has change
it seems like thing become worse and worse

I need ♥
Need your ♥

1 malaysia ?

this week get to take ktm early in the morning for 3 days
in these 3 days every minute also full of people and is pack
I'm always get inside the ladies coach
the points come

everyone need to get to work by taking KTM - Komuter
the most ' fastest ' train in Malaysia
I still remember the time was 8.15am
after i get in the train and reach the next station
the woman can't get into the train
she just keep saying excuse me !
excuse me la. get inside a bit .
but the door start beep and she can't get inside and I know she is upset
cause the next train might be arrive in the next 30minutes or 1 hour as well
another station again and after this will be get to the town
woman A : can you please get inside a bit ? everyone also want to get to work
woman B : don't scold me, talk to those people who is standing inside, I don't want to hit by them
woman A : just get inside a bit only la. This is call 1 Malaysia a ?!

I really hope to scold that woman. No one not willing to give her a space to get in
but there is really no space
all of us are pack, how we want to give her a space ??
don't she think before she talk ?
and if we are not 1 malaysian we won't get into the same track of the train

Fatigue

finally I'm back to updating my bloggie =)
as what the picture show on above
it seems like I was too busy until get sleepless night
and I'm fatigue !

Have got a job previous week from 8th to 10th
the job introduce by my cousin sister's friend
the product which is Beauty Mate
the spokesperson by HK singer Zhong Shu Man
she is a beautiful woman
alto she haven get married but her age is getting elder
and she is beautiful alto she getting elder
in the age like her, less people know how to keep themselves look young
but ShuMan did because she using this product
(pretending hard selling to consumer)

alto is without any commission and do not have to hit-target as well
the salary is high, but have to stand the whole day
I'm happy to have this job also
because I recognize few friends
I learn much thing from them
and the important thing is they are very friendly

coming weeks 11th - 17th
start rushing my assignments especially Video Presentation
so busy with this assignment on this week
busy until didn't care much bout other assignments
busy until not enough sleep
busy until don't have time to sleep
but at least we succeed to show our video to lecturer and students (classmates)
after watching our video I feel touch
because it remind me our process
and it also make us feel so 'PRO' when we editing the video
in the process we actually can done fast
but it is lucky and unluckily there
lucky is we meet a professional which is friend's friend
he teaches us use another software and he says that W.Movie Maker has its limit
so that I suggest to them and they agree with me to use that software too
unlucky thing is after he suggest the software we have to redo all the thing
so that we finish it in last minute
but luckily we still success to let lecturer watch our funny and nice movie that we wish
however still need to thanks my member that we work together
in the process happen many things but we still take effort to finish it
im proud of it that have the friends like all of you
not only the friends from my member but all the friends who study DIMC April 2010 intake
happy to be with all of you =)

following days after the video presentation will be going to rush all my assignments
is too boring that the life just rush for assignments
I must now act like a Professional to do all the assignments
and force myself to not facebook but FACE the real Book in my life
so that I can succeed my dream

I cried

I dont hope to staying with family
Alto staying with them no need to cares much about food and many things
but I just hope everyday when my mum fetch me I wont get argue with her
I know my temper is not good enuf, but every time when I going to explain what I'm doing while I'm at college and you sounds like not happy and don't want know what I'm doing
I'm not go out to play, I'm seriously doing my cw
and do you think i really hope to go out do cw like this every time wasting my time to wait komuter
the feeling is not good
and I oso feel stress with it
If you really don't hope that I study dy then out to do cw with friend fine I write letter and cancel off my study, and just sit in the house help u do housework
But I think I won't really do that to just sit at home and just help u do housework
cuz it didnt earn any benefits from u
today you just know to say he is not here
no one listen what your feeling
and you just know how to say want someone to listen your sam seng but I just know how to bok zui and find argue
but did u know wad my feeling?
when he is appear i feel stress oso
i have to help u remember everything
everything that u dono i need to help you to remember
and i'm not just wanna remember your thing oso
i have to remember my college thing oso
i know im not a good daughter as u think
but when he is already appear im trying to change myself to not bok zui
but idk why i feel stress and i cant even control myself sometime
even I oso show temper infront of friends oso sometime

I cry, and Idk how to control
I'm always be myself but seems like everyone dislike me

can I leave this house ?
can I be the 2nd ppl appear before granny ?
can I cancel my study ?
can I ......

Life

I don't know how to describe my mood now
Is like stress but like not really very stress
so many things come to me recently
so much things to handle up
College, Parents, Relationship etc.

Few days ago, get my coursework title
1 course got 2 coursework
Gosshhhh ... how could it be ?
and it handle up within 3 weeks time
and between that 2 coursework, 1 of it have presentation individually
with random picking out at least 10 of our classmates
another coursework is Video Presentation
not really stress with that because it looks like a little easy for me

Money is everyday gone from me easily
what is the best way for saving money ?
it seems like after primary school I didn't get myself a good saving
always use money buy this and that
and the important is to buy reload for my DG number
I think the best way is to stay at home except the only day have class only I can go out
just for attend my class not other place =]

so I think I need to control myself not to FB so much
maybe will stop blogging for some time
sorry for my readers
will inform when I'm back