heartbreaker

Indifference is to represent ignore it ?
Indifference doesn't mean will ignore you or anything

You didn't ask, you didn't know
some words shouldn't say out automatically every time
but you should ask if you care
and not to think negatively alone about the person you thought that he / she treat you cold

if it really hurts you
he/she did not mean to do it
sometime do ask and make the thing clear

all of you are friend
it is different with couples
give each other sometime and will know what did each other need

Am I born to heart everyone ?
Am I born to do everything alone ?
Am I born to be a Heart breaker ?
I don't hope these thing happen
because I don't want to hurt anyone
but my character is like this
say everything straight
do everything straight
that is why I offend many people

(actually I don't know what I wrote in this post, all the thing just show in my mind and I just wrote it down. Hope readers won't blame me after looking at it. And if you all understand what I wrote I feel so thankful and please tell me what have I wrote. If you don't know is okay, will feel thankful to you because have read my stupid blog *bow 90 degree for thanks* )

Sorry

I know what I did have been wrong.
I shouldn't delay the time but tell the truth
what I say now is useless
maybe I've hurt you
but I'm sorry
because Idk what I want
I can't tell out what I want and I didn't clear the thing between us

Yeah I'm greedy
I compare everyone
I compare which is the best and the worst
I know the thing which I did was very bad to everyone
this is not what I will did last time
but
everyone will change
I'm no exception
I recognition I've changed
change many ...

but,
my attitude has not change
I'm still the ferocious girl, unreasonable girl ... etc
I tell so many truth in this world but most of the people did tell the fake

I recognition I'm wrong to unclear thing between us
as what I've know, you've give up
As what I told I'm not good enough
and I'm worst until everyone can't imagine

SORRY
but I swear friendship are always there waiting

Kay
unforgivable

Takers

Happy Halloween to everyone
have a movie today =]
cousin ask me whether wanna join movie with them or not
so I just promise her
go One-U with her and friends

I just let them decide what movie we wanna watch
because I'm afraid of horror movie
so they will ask me is that movie okay for me ?
I'm so sorry that they need to accommodate me always
I'm really afraid with it la

then Takers is okay for me
although it is 18PL
when get into the cinema, movie has started

skip --->>>

2.20pm movie end up at 4.30pm
WOW I can just say : Nice movie

TAKERS takes you into the world of a notorious group of criminals (Idris Elba, Paul Walker, T.I., Chris Brown, Hayden Christensen and Michael Ealy) who continue to baffle police by pulling off perfectly executed bank robberies. They are in and out like clockwork, leaving no evidence behind and laying low between heists. But when they attempt to pull off one last job with more money at stake than ever before, the crew may find their plans interrupted by a hardened detective (Matt Dillon) who is hell-bent on solving the case.

Although in the end of the story
the handsome guy has death
but some of them get happily ending or some are not
By the way, you guys have to watched it la

Enjoy this Movie
Ciao =] is just a simple update
and all about TAKERS

Lonely ...

Do you feel lonely ?
I do so.
But when I'm going to study
I feel the lonely are leaving far for me
but when I head home, I feel stress and lonely
I really don't feel to head home
coursework are spinning around me
parents nagging around me and keep asking me help them do stuff
and they keep calling me asking me lame stuff etc

What is the definition which not willing to be lonely ?
I really don't want to feel it.
I'm trying to be happy always
I'm always thinking positively
I'm always trying not to think bout the sadness
I'm always think bout where is the right 1 for me
I' always thinking and thinking
thinking and thinking ...
but ....
it seems like nothing has change
it seems like thing become worse and worse

I need ♥
Need your ♥

1 malaysia ?

this week get to take ktm early in the morning for 3 days
in these 3 days every minute also full of people and is pack
I'm always get inside the ladies coach
the points come

everyone need to get to work by taking KTM - Komuter
the most ' fastest ' train in Malaysia
I still remember the time was 8.15am
after i get in the train and reach the next station
the woman can't get into the train
she just keep saying excuse me !
excuse me la. get inside a bit .
but the door start beep and she can't get inside and I know she is upset
cause the next train might be arrive in the next 30minutes or 1 hour as well
another station again and after this will be get to the town
woman A : can you please get inside a bit ? everyone also want to get to work
woman B : don't scold me, talk to those people who is standing inside, I don't want to hit by them
woman A : just get inside a bit only la. This is call 1 Malaysia a ?!

I really hope to scold that woman. No one not willing to give her a space to get in
but there is really no space
all of us are pack, how we want to give her a space ??
don't she think before she talk ?
and if we are not 1 malaysian we won't get into the same track of the train

Fatigue

finally I'm back to updating my bloggie =)
as what the picture show on above
it seems like I was too busy until get sleepless night
and I'm fatigue !

Have got a job previous week from 8th to 10th
the job introduce by my cousin sister's friend
the product which is Beauty Mate
the spokesperson by HK singer Zhong Shu Man
she is a beautiful woman
alto she haven get married but her age is getting elder
and she is beautiful alto she getting elder
in the age like her, less people know how to keep themselves look young
but ShuMan did because she using this product
(pretending hard selling to consumer)

alto is without any commission and do not have to hit-target as well
the salary is high, but have to stand the whole day
I'm happy to have this job also
because I recognize few friends
I learn much thing from them
and the important thing is they are very friendly

coming weeks 11th - 17th
start rushing my assignments especially Video Presentation
so busy with this assignment on this week
busy until didn't care much bout other assignments
busy until not enough sleep
busy until don't have time to sleep
but at least we succeed to show our video to lecturer and students (classmates)
after watching our video I feel touch
because it remind me our process
and it also make us feel so 'PRO' when we editing the video
in the process we actually can done fast
but it is lucky and unluckily there
lucky is we meet a professional which is friend's friend
he teaches us use another software and he says that W.Movie Maker has its limit
so that I suggest to them and they agree with me to use that software too
unlucky thing is after he suggest the software we have to redo all the thing
so that we finish it in last minute
but luckily we still success to let lecturer watch our funny and nice movie that we wish
however still need to thanks my member that we work together
in the process happen many things but we still take effort to finish it
im proud of it that have the friends like all of you
not only the friends from my member but all the friends who study DIMC April 2010 intake
happy to be with all of you =)

following days after the video presentation will be going to rush all my assignments
is too boring that the life just rush for assignments
I must now act like a Professional to do all the assignments
and force myself to not facebook but FACE the real Book in my life
so that I can succeed my dream

I cried

I dont hope to staying with family
Alto staying with them no need to cares much about food and many things
but I just hope everyday when my mum fetch me I wont get argue with her
I know my temper is not good enuf, but every time when I going to explain what I'm doing while I'm at college and you sounds like not happy and don't want know what I'm doing
I'm not go out to play, I'm seriously doing my cw
and do you think i really hope to go out do cw like this every time wasting my time to wait komuter
the feeling is not good
and I oso feel stress with it
If you really don't hope that I study dy then out to do cw with friend fine I write letter and cancel off my study, and just sit in the house help u do housework
But I think I won't really do that to just sit at home and just help u do housework
cuz it didnt earn any benefits from u
today you just know to say he is not here
no one listen what your feeling
and you just know how to say want someone to listen your sam seng but I just know how to bok zui and find argue
but did u know wad my feeling?
when he is appear i feel stress oso
i have to help u remember everything
everything that u dono i need to help you to remember
and i'm not just wanna remember your thing oso
i have to remember my college thing oso
i know im not a good daughter as u think
but when he is already appear im trying to change myself to not bok zui
but idk why i feel stress and i cant even control myself sometime
even I oso show temper infront of friends oso sometime

I cry, and Idk how to control
I'm always be myself but seems like everyone dislike me

can I leave this house ?
can I be the 2nd ppl appear before granny ?
can I cancel my study ?
can I ......

Life

I don't know how to describe my mood now
Is like stress but like not really very stress
so many things come to me recently
so much things to handle up
College, Parents, Relationship etc.

Few days ago, get my coursework title
1 course got 2 coursework
Gosshhhh ... how could it be ?
and it handle up within 3 weeks time
and between that 2 coursework, 1 of it have presentation individually
with random picking out at least 10 of our classmates
another coursework is Video Presentation
not really stress with that because it looks like a little easy for me

Money is everyday gone from me easily
what is the best way for saving money ?
it seems like after primary school I didn't get myself a good saving
always use money buy this and that
and the important is to buy reload for my DG number
I think the best way is to stay at home except the only day have class only I can go out
just for attend my class not other place =]

so I think I need to control myself not to FB so much
maybe will stop blogging for some time
sorry for my readers
will inform when I'm back

hardworking

watched ChenZhen on thursday after taking exam's result
not bad. but make my tears gonna drop off soon
what a sad movie
is talking bout the war when 1917 in australia if not mistaken
then 1925 Japan and England people fight war in Shanghai
to handle up Shanghai .........
(continue in Cinema please. xD)


back to talk bout my result
not really good as i think as long as it is pass
is enough for me.
I swear before to myself
need to study more hard if my first sem's result is out and pass
so from now on , I've to pay more attn and work more harder

=] is just a simple post for this time[=

Our Trip = 2 days 1 night

happy holiday to myself
get a 2days 1night trip with friends
get up 6am in the morning
and it rains at 7.15am
what a nice morning to get sleep
and how unlucky are we
meet up in the rainy day

meet up at monorail station by 9.10am(we're late)
and we walk to the bus station
luckily we are not late to take the bus
9.35am take bus

all the cable car close for 2 months
so we have to change to another bus and get up to the higher part
let the picture tell the story

Lou Gong Zai Birthday

(one of my friend said it look like pig. errrrr anything la, my first time post this type of picture out)
welcome back to my Bloggie
quite a lazy mood to update my blog actually

last Thursday celebrate birthday with her

I lie to her and said all of them are not free to celebrate with her
just left me and a guy celebrate with her
I've planned for her birthday
actually we do know she is smart
because all of us won't be not free
but 1 more thing she is not smart enough
I invite her BF to celebrate with her also hahahahahahaha



sweet sweet love
that's her bf and before that we played a video to her which made by her BF
but that time her bf was hiding behind another friend
but she doesn't realize teheee =]

when his BF talked, she get shocked.
Surprise my lou gong zai =]
then her bf left because he had work
Thanks for her bf helping ya=]
for the surprise


we took so many photos
I'm black in this photo with friend's Spec xD

then we decided to watch movie
some wanna watch Resident, some wanna watch Piranha
but in the end, we didn't watched any and we had a walk at Sg Wang
our new friend wanna leave early because she had to work
then our friends accompany her to her work place
just left 5 of us and we decided to go Pavilion drink tea

we went back at 7pm
and I did have a great time which spend with them
and every moment we spent together

just shortly written out the day we celebrate for her
the last thing I wanna to write is -------------------- >>>



Happy Birthday Lou Gong Zai =p

holiday mood

(now only realize haven post this article)

the last week of last month, whole day class cancel just left 1 class to study
really hard to live my life like this.

skip -->

in this two weeks time
go out with friends and cousins
go movie, go sing k, go countdown

I grow up
mami let me go out late late
but depends on who im going out with la=]

sunday go sing k with cousins and ken.
sing until broke voice
malumalu





this is the photo which we taken on the merdeka eve.

All about movie

recently watch many movie.
firstly Jade and Pearl by Charlene Choi, Lam Fung, Joey Yong, Wong Cho Lam
is a comedy movie.
I laugh from the beginning of the movie till the end of this movie
but in the middle of this I felt sad.
actually is a nice comedy movie can enjoy while u feel sad



the next day after the jade and pearl, I watched inception with the same person - Mr.T
thanks for accompany me to watch movie =)
alto I angry u that didnt watch those movie I wanna watch
but I still wanna thank you =)

inception is the most psycho movie I ever watch
till the end of the movie till now I still thinking is the guy in the dream with his children or really in real life ??
anyone know ??



then the others movie i watch with my college friends

firstly salt, we have nothing to do after exam. and it is early
we decide to watch movie
and we choose salt
quite okay la. not bad =)



tekken the 3rd 18pl movie I watch
I tot wat 18pl is that. who knws ...
watch urself and u'll knw
all about fighting. not really like it. but still can accept it



lastly Despicable Me in 3D version
so nice. love agnes so much.
the cute little girl I ever watch in the cartoon



the movie by Lee Hom. my friend said not bad.
I think I'll watch myself.

GIVE UP

`WHAT IS IN MY MIND NOW IS JUST TO GIVE UP YOU`

this showed up in my status before
maybe my friend will think that I'm a flower heart
but sorry I'm not
I really feel tired with he
in my situation now he did nothing !
I really have no idea what is he thinking in every second

he did know all my feelings with him
but he didn't say anything to accept or reject me
he just let my feeling go through it
has been so long time he had knew
but he is giving non responds
I feel very tired, I do not want to wait for this non responds relationship between us
I know my education is more important than everything
start from next Monday
I promise to myself I need to work more harder
seems my first sem is teruk like shit
or else I think I will give up this course and straight away go working
( is just a angry words for myself )

maybe she like him in heart
but I do not know what is the relationship between them
I think from now on is non of my business already
because I have already choose to give up
besides we are still friend
other thing that happens on us out of friend I won't care about it =l
he did know I treat him so indifferent recently
sorry I just treat u back to normal friend as usual

last time when u meet ur friend in the bus
and throw me a side and sit with ur friend(girl) I will be mad
but when I meet u yesterday with ur friend(girl) I did not
I think I really give up. I do not even want to care what relationship between both of u
but u did to explain to me and I straight shoot u and say not my business
I know i'm rude, sorry
but really not my business anymore
just let your future GF to care it more, worry it (:

Congrats to myself, I succeed to give up U!

anyway, we're still friend. I'm a good listener but ain't a good helper la.
if anything want share I'm still always welcome u =)

Kay

enrich

the words enrich for this blog is ...

study + work + fun !!!

4th - 9th August

during this few dates, Im working

so busy untill I cannot online ( without network connection )

lazy go McD curi line

better give up to waste my energy with the net

because Im really busy with my work

I sleep at midnight everyday while working

I feel so enrich

and no need think something bad and someone ...

7th August will be my working day and my exam day

I have to take revision early in the morning on 7th August and did not get enough sleep

zzZZ

exam notes, apple, cereal and PSP accompany me during midnight

in working time still have to study.

memang enrich la. because I need study for my exam

those are the view when I capture inside my room in the hotel

makan makan... so full

I like taking photo with new friends

so I ask them to take photo together

this is my first time maybe my last time

hahas everyone do not know what will happen in the future

collegue ( enjoy the day with u guys and the others who not inside this photo alto we did not talk much to each other )

August

today is my dearly friend birthday - Shi Yeong

here to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

I ask my cousin to join us seems she is so free

and let her meet new friends and also let my friends meet her =)

we enjoy today (:

hope we get to give surprise to u =D

Happy Birthday

after the party we watched tekken

ok la. not bad lu tehee

hanging out

we hang out to find jobs

but lastly get something home

but dear need to wait for the company's HQ to reply her

hope dear can get job. she waited so long and found the job so long

God please help my dear, thanks

I bought a pair of shoe and a jeans pant

it cost me 100+

shirt also have not buy yet.

wait for my salary and I'll buy again

this article is roughly get through

so lazy to type.

will post more in the next article.

Sorry my readers =l

Kay