Life

I don't know how to describe my mood now
Is like stress but like not really very stress
so many things come to me recently
so much things to handle up
College, Parents, Relationship etc.

Few days ago, get my coursework title
1 course got 2 coursework
Gosshhhh ... how could it be ?
and it handle up within 3 weeks time
and between that 2 coursework, 1 of it have presentation individually
with random picking out at least 10 of our classmates
another coursework is Video Presentation
not really stress with that because it looks like a little easy for me

Money is everyday gone from me easily
what is the best way for saving money ?
it seems like after primary school I didn't get myself a good saving
always use money buy this and that
and the important is to buy reload for my DG number
I think the best way is to stay at home except the only day have class only I can go out
just for attend my class not other place =]

so I think I need to control myself not to FB so much
maybe will stop blogging for some time
sorry for my readers
will inform when I'm back

hardworking

watched ChenZhen on thursday after taking exam's result
not bad. but make my tears gonna drop off soon
what a sad movie
is talking bout the war when 1917 in australia if not mistaken
then 1925 Japan and England people fight war in Shanghai
to handle up Shanghai .........
(continue in Cinema please. xD)


back to talk bout my result
not really good as i think as long as it is pass
is enough for me.
I swear before to myself
need to study more hard if my first sem's result is out and pass
so from now on , I've to pay more attn and work more harder

=] is just a simple post for this time[=

Our Trip = 2 days 1 night

happy holiday to myself
get a 2days 1night trip with friends
get up 6am in the morning
and it rains at 7.15am
what a nice morning to get sleep
and how unlucky are we
meet up in the rainy day

meet up at monorail station by 9.10am(we're late)
and we walk to the bus station
luckily we are not late to take the bus
9.35am take bus

all the cable car close for 2 months
so we have to change to another bus and get up to the higher part
let the picture tell the story

Lou Gong Zai Birthday

(one of my friend said it look like pig. errrrr anything la, my first time post this type of picture out)
welcome back to my Bloggie
quite a lazy mood to update my blog actually

last Thursday celebrate birthday with her

I lie to her and said all of them are not free to celebrate with her
just left me and a guy celebrate with her
I've planned for her birthday
actually we do know she is smart
because all of us won't be not free
but 1 more thing she is not smart enough
I invite her BF to celebrate with her also hahahahahahaha



sweet sweet love
that's her bf and before that we played a video to her which made by her BF
but that time her bf was hiding behind another friend
but she doesn't realize teheee =]

when his BF talked, she get shocked.
Surprise my lou gong zai =]
then her bf left because he had work
Thanks for her bf helping ya=]
for the surprise


we took so many photos
I'm black in this photo with friend's Spec xD

then we decided to watch movie
some wanna watch Resident, some wanna watch Piranha
but in the end, we didn't watched any and we had a walk at Sg Wang
our new friend wanna leave early because she had to work
then our friends accompany her to her work place
just left 5 of us and we decided to go Pavilion drink tea

we went back at 7pm
and I did have a great time which spend with them
and every moment we spent together

just shortly written out the day we celebrate for her
the last thing I wanna to write is -------------------- >>>



Happy Birthday Lou Gong Zai =p

holiday mood

(now only realize haven post this article)

the last week of last month, whole day class cancel just left 1 class to study
really hard to live my life like this.

skip -->

in this two weeks time
go out with friends and cousins
go movie, go sing k, go countdown

I grow up
mami let me go out late late
but depends on who im going out with la=]

sunday go sing k with cousins and ken.
sing until broke voice
malumalu





this is the photo which we taken on the merdeka eve.

All about movie

recently watch many movie.
firstly Jade and Pearl by Charlene Choi, Lam Fung, Joey Yong, Wong Cho Lam
is a comedy movie.
I laugh from the beginning of the movie till the end of this movie
but in the middle of this I felt sad.
actually is a nice comedy movie can enjoy while u feel sad



the next day after the jade and pearl, I watched inception with the same person - Mr.T
thanks for accompany me to watch movie =)
alto I angry u that didnt watch those movie I wanna watch
but I still wanna thank you =)

inception is the most psycho movie I ever watch
till the end of the movie till now I still thinking is the guy in the dream with his children or really in real life ??
anyone know ??



then the others movie i watch with my college friends

firstly salt, we have nothing to do after exam. and it is early
we decide to watch movie
and we choose salt
quite okay la. not bad =)



tekken the 3rd 18pl movie I watch
I tot wat 18pl is that. who knws ...
watch urself and u'll knw
all about fighting. not really like it. but still can accept it



lastly Despicable Me in 3D version
so nice. love agnes so much.
the cute little girl I ever watch in the cartoon



the movie by Lee Hom. my friend said not bad.
I think I'll watch myself.

GIVE UP

`WHAT IS IN MY MIND NOW IS JUST TO GIVE UP YOU`

this showed up in my status before
maybe my friend will think that I'm a flower heart
but sorry I'm not
I really feel tired with he
in my situation now he did nothing !
I really have no idea what is he thinking in every second

he did know all my feelings with him
but he didn't say anything to accept or reject me
he just let my feeling go through it
has been so long time he had knew
but he is giving non responds
I feel very tired, I do not want to wait for this non responds relationship between us
I know my education is more important than everything
start from next Monday
I promise to myself I need to work more harder
seems my first sem is teruk like shit
or else I think I will give up this course and straight away go working
( is just a angry words for myself )

maybe she like him in heart
but I do not know what is the relationship between them
I think from now on is non of my business already
because I have already choose to give up
besides we are still friend
other thing that happens on us out of friend I won't care about it =l
he did know I treat him so indifferent recently
sorry I just treat u back to normal friend as usual

last time when u meet ur friend in the bus
and throw me a side and sit with ur friend(girl) I will be mad
but when I meet u yesterday with ur friend(girl) I did not
I think I really give up. I do not even want to care what relationship between both of u
but u did to explain to me and I straight shoot u and say not my business
I know i'm rude, sorry
but really not my business anymore
just let your future GF to care it more, worry it (:

Congrats to myself, I succeed to give up U!

anyway, we're still friend. I'm a good listener but ain't a good helper la.
if anything want share I'm still always welcome u =)

Kay

enrich

the words enrich for this blog is ...

study + work + fun !!!

4th - 9th August

during this few dates, Im working

so busy untill I cannot online ( without network connection )

lazy go McD curi line

better give up to waste my energy with the net

because Im really busy with my work

I sleep at midnight everyday while working

I feel so enrich

and no need think something bad and someone ...

7th August will be my working day and my exam day

I have to take revision early in the morning on 7th August and did not get enough sleep

zzZZ

exam notes, apple, cereal and PSP accompany me during midnight

in working time still have to study.

memang enrich la. because I need study for my exam

those are the view when I capture inside my room in the hotel

makan makan... so full

I like taking photo with new friends

so I ask them to take photo together

this is my first time maybe my last time

hahas everyone do not know what will happen in the future

collegue ( enjoy the day with u guys and the others who not inside this photo alto we did not talk much to each other )

August

today is my dearly friend birthday - Shi Yeong

here to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

I ask my cousin to join us seems she is so free

and let her meet new friends and also let my friends meet her =)

we enjoy today (:

hope we get to give surprise to u =D

Happy Birthday

after the party we watched tekken

ok la. not bad lu tehee

hanging out

we hang out to find jobs

but lastly get something home

but dear need to wait for the company's HQ to reply her

hope dear can get job. she waited so long and found the job so long

God please help my dear, thanks

I bought a pair of shoe and a jeans pant

it cost me 100+

shirt also have not buy yet.

wait for my salary and I'll buy again

this article is roughly get through

so lazy to type.

will post more in the next article.

Sorry my readers =l

Kay

just for You

Idk you will saw this post or not.
but I think for you is doesn't matter maybe.
but if you saw this post
please don't angry me
I really want to tell out my feeling


I know I did treat you not like last time when we met.
I did treat you so indifferent
I dont hope to treat you like this
I know I'm jealousy
even a joke I also can make it become so seriously
I know what I want.
but I know I couldn't get it
you said : hope your 'sixth sense' achieve
it achieve in the middle of the way
and now it stop
I get the answer from you.
but, the answer is just the feeling
not anything

we didn't message each other so frequent recently
because we are busy
and I'm so emo when didn't get your message
last saturday, went to ASQ final
I was message-ing with one of my friend
I'm wondering why didn't you message me
at least one HI I will feel happy
when the show starts half way 8pm +
another person message me
wondering who is it.
when I look at it ...
damn happy that was you
suddenly get your message and you asked me to be careful
I reply and ask : what be be careful ?
I think you thought that I didn't went for the final
actually I specially asked.
I thought you don't know I went for final
or maybe you saw my status only message me
IDK but IDC la at least got your message.
Idk you did always tell people this or not.
but when you message to me I was so happy
alto you are doing your stuff but you still care bout me
are you caring me because we're best friend ?
or you caring me out of the relation of best friend ?

sometimes I really don't know your feeling
because you treat everyone the same thing
this few days I don't feel to chat with you
I don't feel to be so close with you
I feel to treat you badly
I feel to hate and angry you
not because I give up
just because I saw you and her are so close
alto both of you are playing
but sometimes I really can't accept to see and hear
I can act nothing in front but my heart is break on that time
you always say that I think too much
I know I really think so much
I can think something nonsense or something out of the box
why don't you take me out of those fantasy/dream/nonsense ?
but I did try not to think negative but it couldn't

I always tell myself, don't think too much
everything will be fine after all
all are just a joke
don't be serious, don't think to be mad between you and her
this few days you just didn't reply me.
last time you will still reply me
alto you fall asleep you will still reply me after you awake
but now you told me didn't heard the message ring tone
couldn't you check your phone ? don't you know I will reply?
this thing really make me sick !
I know now is 'fei chang shi qi' at least you say then I will stop message you
but you didn't
or maybe I shouldn't message because I msg the wrong timing ?

could we back to normal when the first time we met ?
I know I couldn't change you not to chat with them
I know you wish yourself are inside every girls heart
Libra is always don't have sense of security especially guys
my dear told me that why I can bear your nature, attitude
can I say that I like him but I don't care anything ?
Idk what is other people definition of like, especially him
but for me the definition is because he did something let me feel that I like him
sometimes, I should understand and ask him more about his thing.

I cried when I type this post.
I thinking about you.
maybe other people will think that I'm stupid
I just don't want to feel regret that I give up in the wrong timing

Kay

moody day

quite moody yesterday
was my lass class for my first sem.
assignment finish last minutes
early in the morning nagging by my Queen

11am+ went to take train to college
reach college friends was busy-ing printing their assignments
I just sitting on their place and take care their stuffs
time for class we went into class
and class was so free because lecturer has already finish teaching
then we had our break and my bad mood starts !

sky was black and it is going to rain soon
and I was worrying if 6pm still raining
because I forgot to bring umbrella
then I remember my consultant told me that he will drive to college this few days
then I tot could ask him fetch me home
but he is not free today
and my friend is not going to take transport with me
my feeling was like so emo when this 3 things come into my mind

I did not talk for minutes
and I was just sitting alone and not talking with them in class
I just think and think
pray and pray the god
do not rain when I finish my class
suddenly think about my lovely King
then I started cried
my friend walk to me and I just looked at her for a sec
and I continued my head down by the chair
they thought I cried for no one going home with me
But it is not.
just because I think of my King suddenly
so I cried

thank god.
it really stopped raining after my class
then I take transport alone with my phone(music)
but suddenly my friend get on to the bus
let me felt shock


My friends (college)
so sorry that make all of you felt like worry me
I'm okay
♥ all of you always
=D

17/7/2010

I think this post will show story with photos.

17/7/2010 - 11am ASQ Event @ Westin Hotel


Happy birthday to my dear Jennifer.
happy sweet 21st birthday
the present that four of us gave her.
hope she like it.





birthday girl

feeling

I like You does not mean that I ♥ You.
I agree what You said.
Actually no such thing that like = ♥

I recognition I like You
but sometime I cannot accept what You do to them
You are right, I am jealousy sometime
I do not like what your behavior to them
I memang hate it ! sometime ...

I knew I look difference this few days
I do not know why will I be like that
My apology to that and what I have did to You.
I am superstition
In your sign that all things are really like with your behavior
I cannot accept that
beginning, I told myself I could accept everything You did
I won't be jealousy
but now, the result is I will be jealousy, I will be mad
I try to told myself to calm down, they just friend
won't have anything happen
but You are definitely so close to them especially her
I just can try to hypnosis myself

waiting and waiting
I do not know I can wait until when
my 'sixth sense' told me is possible
but in reality, it seems like impossible
You told me : wish you're intuition won't let You disappointed
are You letting me disappointed now?
or actually my intuition are not accurate ?
just let it be nature

I have try to ask myself do not think too much
think about my college
think about my exam
think about my coursework
just leave the mind and do not think about him
but I could not did it

xtra :: I did not want to be cool with You. but your attitude and...
I do not like what You did to me and the same thing to them.
I know You will always do the same thing to all of us.
the thing which doomed we cannot change.
but I will let it be nature. I will not force anything
if I can

Kay