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Greeted him with all my feelings/intention
But I didn't know whether he got it or not.
Had planned to give him a surprise earlier ago, but yet, it couldn't achieve.
What I can do was just to baked a cake to him.
My very first time baking a cake and the very first person who I'd sent to.
But I felt that he couldn't feel my intention.

Many of them said that he was the very lucky person.
When they know a little story of it, their respond are envy because I could do this kind of thing but he never wants to treasure. Haha
I didn't blame to him because I don't have that qualifications to.
And I'd prepared my feeling and already know the answer.

I could do nothing. But! No matter how hard I've tried to stopped this but it won't works.
Maybe this is what we call faith. (Although I don't believe this kind of things )
I don't hope to let him feel hard and we couldn't continue to be friend.
What I hope is no matter what happen I hope we could stay friends like how we did last time!

Could you? I do :)

Abandon!?

Basically, I'm back for my abandon blog.
I'm very sorry for saying this.
But I knew there's not much people reading my blog. (Maybe)
But I just want to say is:
 I blog is not to be famous, I just want to share out my life with beloved friends. And I blog is to hope  beloved friends and blogger give me some comments how's everything with my blog post. Is it okay enough  or I'm a little/too over with it?

Oh well, we just back to this post.
I know my English is not that well enough, always write and speaks broken English.
So I choose to post my blog with using English is hope that I could improve my English and you the one who reading could correct me in the right way for the vocabulary and grammar.

I'm leaving here for 4 months. Just because that I'm busy with my video shooting and editing. Well, is just a very short film for my assignments on April. And it has many things happen in April including my friendship. I really don't know what's wrong with it. She is just treating me so cold and when message to her she'll just reply me so cold also. What have I done? Die without a reason really makes me faint.

Crazy Love 爱疯

Lost Of Ring 爱·遗忘

These video above were shooting and editing by me and friends. Although it is a very tiring day for these two shooting and editing but yet I'm enjoying and we discuss with each other. And thanks to Vivian the shy cute little girl, Alicia (Vivian's sister), Tiam Tong and De Pastry Chef.

Thanks to all of your help. Without you all, we couldn't finish in a very short period to hand in our assignments. This is a very good experience for us to learn.


Now, back to my life nowadays. I've just finished my industry training. And this post actually had been hold for a long time to posted out. I know I'm such a lazy person, but I really don't know what can I write about my life nowadays. Maybe this is call lifeless ...

Other than college life I just get more job for myself to work on. Stressful, moody and lifeless ... Although I had been went out with my friends so many times but yet I also don't know what else can I do more.

Maybe I should graduate as soon as possible and let myself to know what I should be working after that. I have to think wisely before I make the decision. I know many people are supporting behind of me, thank you. And yet I knew many of them dislike me, thank you for talking bad behind of me. You guys let me learn to be more stronger and let me know who is the best and who is not. Thank you everyone who are talking my bad and even supporting me.

I know my attitude are damn horrible and I didn't gain more knowledge, although I did all my best but I know others are not thinking like me when they saw me. But never mind I will be more stronger let you guys to see I won't be able to give up easily.


Is already August and I know I've never been posted so much thing in this 2 years. So I'll only post when I got free time. And yet  maybe sometimes I will post in my private blog for some privacy thingy. Hahahahaha

Sometimes many thing couldn't share out because never find a true friend beside me, except my darling. Although we got argue or don't have the same thinking sometimes, and it will cause us argue. But end up we talk back to each other, I know that true friendship will never break easily. Thank you Eva Soo. Although I always have bad temper, and do those crazy and stupid things let you 'scold' (I know you get used ed. Lols) But thank you to have you as true friend. But your birthday this year will be on Monday! Please get urself a holiday on that day la .... If not jau take leave on my birthday so we can celebrate together ah! Bestie forever k? ♥

Someone special </3

16.12.11 I think you forget this day

The day which 3 years ago you said the same thing to me ...

3 years after u say the same thing

And the reason is because of her 3 years ago and after the same reason also

You ask what I'm thinking every time when with you those days

But I haven answer you told me we just can be friends

You get used the life being with her

Actually just because you don't want to get out of her life

Why are you so stubborn ?

Can't you think of others feeling ?

I can tell you what I'm thinking on that time 

I was started thinking how to celebrate Christmas, cny, valentine and many other celebration with you

But when the day we hold, I really thought I'm dreaming.

Remember that I asked you am I dreaming, you pinch and asked is it pain ?

From that moment I knew I'm not dreaming

I can have more confident to plan all the celebration

Although you told me that you will be very busy

Maybe you won't have time to accompany me also

But I don't mind how busy you are 

As long as after you busy maybe you will have free time to accompany me

But now, we are nothing

You are not like last time will keep on reply my msg

maybe I'm childish I thought you don't want to friend me any more

I thought that the day after you said be friend I want to go out in the midnight

I ask you don't care

What you've told me ? I still can remember it

But now ? What you have done ??

Then I told myself, you are busy

You are very busy

You are very very busy for your work

You busy and no free time to reply me

I knew I'm not mature than her

I knew I'm childish

I knew I'm not mature than you

Sometimes I'm mature, sometimes I'm childish

Maybe I'm always childish in your mind 

But, now I'm not!

Just let you to be with her

Although I don't know whether she will back to you or not

Because I saw her photo look like she likes other

But both of you still keeps each others photo

Maybe this is call faith

For you love is blind

For me, my love is not blind

Once I really fall in love I am serious with it

But I can confirm you are blind with her 

To your lover (her) : 

请比我爱他

hahaha 

Maybe is time to give up

My friend always told me, he didn't want to find you

What to do to wait for him?

He don't care about you why do you so care about him ?

Nothing to do for wait

If you love someone you will not think why I should wait him

You will think that because you love him 

That why you will find a way to let him know 

Although his heart is not with you

You will try every way to get in it

But, I waited so long

He just only like not care

Just let him choose the way he wants

And I just let go

Doesn't mean I don't love him

Just that he love you more than me

Or I shouldn't wait from the beginning and we shouldn't "try" in the beginning ?

No one knows what will happen tomorrow :) 

If you loves me you will come back

But you are not ... 

I'm tiring

If is mine, you will come

If isn't mine, you will never come

Thank you that you come before

Thank you that you appear in my life before 

although our time is not long

I really cherish those outing days we have

Bye

14/2/2012

You leave me alone, but you never think of my feeling and keep on loving her

And i'm just waiting for you alone

Chinese new year is end

I lose lots of money when playing card games

but is fine because just once for a year

I rmb the previous post I mentioned I went to Genting to visit Doraemon World

And of course ! I go visit my 3 buddies

they were working for Doraemon world for 14 days

but they stay there for 17 days

miss them so much

I don't like the first day when I visit Doraemon

because the tour guide is damn bad

I tot the tour guide really no need to talk a lots

but when the second time I go with my lou gong zai

my tour guide is an active person

he keep talking non-stop

I rmb why he will first talk with me

I tot my lou gong zai : today is less people than the first day I come

Tour guide: when you come ?

Me : Last sunday

and we first know each other on this day

I never concentrating on taking photo

because I just accompany my lou gong zai and her boyfie go

because I still left 2 tickets on my hand

so I go twice

then he ask to take photo 

so I just agree with it lu .. 

Cuz new friends should take photo to leave memories :)

Tadaa :) this is the tour guide that I mention

He is quite a nice person

a talkative tour guide

Oh ya, he exist himself - Nobita 

then when he back from Genting we keep on chatting

we chat like friends who already lost contact with each other

I no need act shy or get underline between our conversation

we really don't look like friends who just know each other

then a day we hang out to take lunch 

then we go for shopping and night market at connaught

In that photos I know I look fat 

OMG ! that day I really pull down my face 

because I have not yet wash my hair then I go out for so long time

unacceptable ! memang 'brave' on that day already

Damn Oily !

Feel happy to be your friend

Btw nice to meet you Mr. Arnold a.k.a Him gor xD

last Saturday , go dating with my lou gong zai

then I'm waiting 8pm to date with 柯震东

the Taiwan-ese singer

If you guys watch the movie in cinema named - You're the apple of my eye

you will know who is he 

he is now release his first album

and most of the people loves him a lot 

I just like him not until love

He is very tall ! and handsome

he really 大笨蛋

because he don't know how to speaks well

but yet he is cute xD

Btw his song named - 漂流瓶,请比我爱他

is very nice song

YOU have to listen the song ! =) 

Today is Vday, first time kena saman

after I get my driving license

so sad, it cost me RM60 for the saman

You know what ? RM60 is equal my 3 days payment already =( 

is it my unlucky day today ?

Btw happy Vday to everyone who have valentine and those who don't have

Today is Vday, i'm dating with water at home

Vday doesn't mean have to celebrate with Valentine =) 

I tot my friend really get a bachelor party

who knows he don't have any news for that already 

I think should open a bachelor party with friends who don't have valentine =) 

and I did a very stupid thing just now

text him and wish him even pray for him to be with her

and actually just a joke for him that ask him promise me the thing 

don't be serious

I think he won't care what the feeling on me right now 

Miss him  so much 

60 days ♥ 

KayKay

1st 2012

my first post in 2012 unexpectedly held on February

is a little bit lazy to update everything in my life nowadays 

in Dec 2011 happen lots of thing

is being more emo nowadays

but I will get myself to think more positive 

and I'm just hwaiting and hwaiting for something

I hope is worth to wait 

and the one should get out from her life

time flies fast

CNY is going to end soon (but my CNY ends in the 8th day )

this Dragon year, is very enrich

at least I did hang out everyday in CNY 

got lots of dinner time 

and gambling 

I lose more than win

bad luck this year

then on the 7th day 

I went to Genting with Mr. Wong aka Eugene (a friend that long time never meet)

1245 he fetch me then we drive to KL central

after parking, we buy the bus ticket and go McD to take his lunch

1400 departure from KL central to Genting

1445 reach and queue for skyway

is really people mountain people sea on that day

even when we get back down to buy bus ticket there were sold out ! -.-

just left Gombak bus ticket 

and we force to buy the ticket and take LRT back to KL central

back to Doraemon world

there's lot of food and dorayaki ! (but i didn't buy)

there's also Doraemon's iPhone casing

but I didn't buy 

conclusion is I never buy anything on that day

actually I never bring much money there :( 

then 3 of my friends are working there

they work for 14 days

miss them a lots ! 

even they want me to buy them medicine ! 

how san fu are they .... 

PS: sorry miss kaylee didnt take photo with u ! because you are too busy :(

Lunch with friends :) Franz, Zoe, Adelle and many others =) 

All of the photos is taken from my father's DSLR 

Canon 400D :) thanks to him that bought this camera ! 

I will treasure it =) 

Just to hope everything will be fine everyday
I have to face it and fight for it ! 

and hope I can get into the company that I want for my internship ! 

God Bless :)

Merry Christmas + Wishlist

First of all, wishing Merry Christmas to everyone =)

is December, my big day of the month

most of the people said that is holiday on my big day 

but, do I still need to work on that day ?

my beautiful boss please don't open your shop on that day please 

I don't want to work on my big day alto is just only work for 5 hours 30 minutes

oh ya, after I had finish my exam I started working

thanks to Mr. Chan aka Frederick

he introduce the job for me (is actually his customer)

is actually work in a small little shop

and they sell organic breakfast drinks

they help people to reduce weight

and give people more nutrition after drinking

as I'm the staff there, I got the privilege to enjoy my breakfast there 

I feel that is not bad to have this kind of breakfast

I feel that im getting more healthier and don't feel like getting sick

and you know I'm getting slim ... 

of course if you have this drink you have to maintain your weight from your meal

back to the topic

something to share on this post is wishlist :(

alto I knew I won't get this in my big day

except the walkman tehee :) because someone owe me for years ....

1. 

this is the MP3 walkman I wish to have it ... 

Mr. Vincent (lovely brother) when I get this ?? 

can't wait for it ! 

so sad ... u owe me for years the price is not only this MP3 player I think 

you owe me lots leh ! how you want to pay for it a ??

LOL 

2. 

Instax Mini 25 (Hello Kitty)

I want this hello kitty instax mini !

someone want to gift me this ??

hahahahahaha I think beside boyfie can gift this

should friends replace as my boyfie to gift me this ? muahahahahahahaha

3. 

iPhone casing from action city

casing again for my Koey

I buy her lots of shirts

but I still want this casing for my Koey

4. want to change a new purse

my lou gong zai buy me a purse a year ago

but is spoil now

and from white become black

oh my gosh ! how dirty am I do not take care of it 

alto I know I wouldn't get 2,3,4 on the above but still feel to post out 

hahaha don't want to let my blog become dust / dead

is just a wishlist post for this last post

then planning for Christmas and New Year also

what to do ? hmm feel to go for trip

anyone want to go ? xD 

feel to go trip alone 

to enjoy and to forget something maybe

or wait for something 

btw, I think i gonna stop here and go on my bed

Good Night everyone =) 

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year :) 

November

Is now November

And recently Imma lazy blogger to update my post

a post a month, just like what I did now

I think is not a problem is just will be boring bloggie

seems don't know which day of November went to see my youngest sister's performance at Sentul primary school

i really forget the name of the school

but I know that the school did have a very huge hall 

the whole performance is actually all about natural dance movement

when you listen to the song they dance you feeling like standing up and dance with them

is very relax and enjoy

got an impulse to join their group for dancing

it lets me feel very healthy 

Nature Loving Festival 大自然文化节

4th November

A charity of SJKC Kepong 2 

they invited few of the idols from Malaysia and China

Daniel Lee is one of the idol of the charity event

listen the song he sing

is like a memory when I was in secondary school

always sing the song of him and Danny One

 

Cousin and I

12 November 

I believe everyone know that 11 November got lots of people get married

so do my friend but she is on 12 November

Congratulations to her

wish she get a new baby soon =) 

Wine of the day - Whiskey and red wine

I'm  not the perfect, but kind-hearted 

15 November

You're the apple of my eye

finally, I watched it

Remember I get injured on that day

when I was walking to college

skip it -------->

then get into the class and ready for 11am

class finish then we take bus to Pavillion 

the place that I won't go alone even go often

because there's nothing to shop and is expensive

I only been there with my SEGian and when we decide to watch movie

and so do Wong Kok Char Chan Tang =)

You're the Apple of my eye

the story that comes from the novel

is as same title with the movie

I'm reading until Chapter 7

only chapter 7 -.-

the whole novel has got 26 chapter

but I bought it long time ago and I not yet finish reading

because I'm lack of time to enjoy reading

some people said this movie is bravo !

some people said the novel is better than the movie !

there's lots of comment

but it just depend on you

everyone have got their own opinion, do they ?

Countdown for Christmas for 41 and my day for 42 days 

19 November 

Finally I got job

but just temporary ... only 2 days

Darlie have a new product

is to protect our enamel

I've tried that

not bad . but I couldn't use it for long term

because I got sensitive gum 

so I'm now Colgate supporter =) 

but darlie is still the best for me 

Bye Darlie

21 November

Book fest again 

the 13th Book fest held on 18th to 28th November

is free for student who below age of 18 

so bad I'm 19 so we have to pay RM5 for the entrance fee 

I walk around the whole book fest

only  buy this old book

I don't mind that is old or new 

only the book is attract me then I will buy it 

but I will take time to read it cuz still got lots of novel not yet finish

after that we buy Matcha ice-cream for our snacks

cuz is nice, we tried last year

as in the same place and same book fest

so I couldn't forget and that why I said "book fest again"

thanks for the stranger who gift me this =) 

our dinner @ izakaya ichiban 

15 November

a small little girl's talk at chatime KD

long time never chat together liao - Eva 

we chat for 2 hours , feel like spread out all the stress for one day

but the next day stress still maintain inside my body :(

17 November

Breakfast of the day 

the special on Thursday

hmm .. my first tried, damn nice

and you can choose what ever ingredients u want to add into the bread

is a best breakfast with my darlings

thanks for having breakfast at Subway together and walk such a long road =)

After head back to home then only knew that I had to take my chinese medicine

is damn bitter I can't tahan already

already taken for 4 days

back bone when will u recover ?

I want to dance I want to sports !

please I beg u recover NOW ! 

Is gonna post Nicholas Teo live band soon 

stay tune to my bloggie =)

October Memories

11 October

Finally we get our trip with full SEGian members

We go for Melacca trip and just only one day

We start our journey from 10am and only drive 1 hour reach Melacca

Ta daa :)) firstly we go for our lunch at Nancy's Nyonya Kitchen

The food is quite okay

(actually kaylee wants to do for the documentary video about food so we go malacca for shooting )

next we go to 3rd uncle (三叔公) to have delicious durian cendol =)

my lou gong zai suyi favourite

then we walk and walk then walk to dataran parade ( i forget the name already )

and go enjoy our layer cake

it don't taste like cake but cream with many layers

Ladies group photo 

After dessert time, we go to jonker street for a walk and go for our dinner

Suddenly something happen, hope she get well soon =)

she really let us get shock suddenly

I think this is the best memory ever .. 

we had very less chance to have all of our member go out together

and hope that we still will have chance to hang out again

and is 12 of us ! 

18 October

today, started to do our assignment

Documentary & Photojournalism

What we have to do is record a 15minutes documentary video

and we need to post it in youtube after everything have done

We had think very long that what should we take

who should we find ? 

what documentary should we find ?

many question pops out in our mind

but many of the idea we just think of it and don't know is it work or not

final discussion - tattoo and wheel chair basketball

my lou gong zai and I contact each of our sis/bro friend and ask them for a small help

finally, we choose for wheel chair basketball

and we start record our video

wake up early 6am and have my bath

wow, is very cold in the morning

prepare everything and go to pump my petrol 

then go to LRT station to fetch my lou gong zai and happy

one of our member - emily she go there fetching by her friend

we wait her there at taylor lakeside campus at 10am

and we reach there at 8am sharp  ( is very very very early )

that handsome man told us that the competition is start at 8:30am

but yet we wait and wait and wait 

until 10am handsome man reach and the competition still not yet start

that man is having practicing and we chat with his beautiful wifey

in the meantime, she ask us to try sit on the wheelchair

try what the feeling is 

from the beginning we planned to record it already pop in my mind - I want to try on that wheelchair !

and now ! I can sit on the wheelchair and try what are their feeling when sitting on it

im quite enjoying sitting on it and feel so tiring of controlling

while waiting for the competition start and waiting the man practice 

we go for lunch and walk around the college and visit ...

1430 finally the competition starts

and after the competition we don't know who won

because we just keep on capture video 

conclusion of the day : 

Feel very happy that we can see wheel chair basketball

and quite enjoy learning sitting on the wheel chair

17 October

have been asking to dinner at Jalan Ampang

Mr. Frederick recruit me to there

and I was just a replacement for it (so sad D:)

by the way I just help him to replace his friend and just like im so mighty 

end up I just sitting at there and eat eat eat

no one was talking much with me

and I keep looking the photos that they went to oversea's

conclusion of the day : 

sitting down and only enjoy the dinner

considering whether wanna join in or not  

light makeup of the day by my lou gong zai =)

18-20 October

Early in the morning, so tiring and have to drive to Sepang F1 Circuit 

got a job for 3 days about selling tickets for Moto GP

this is my first time and is very worry I will make mistake about collecting money and count the wrong amount

remember when I was in secondary, I'm a treasurer

always hilang money and swear not to be treasurer or collecting money anymore

but who knows

this time I never collect less money or make mistake

but I still collect extra RM20

muahahahahaha so happy about it

our group member did make mistake and we're one team

we handle this all together

yet i'm unhappy with 1 of my group memeber

he is soooooooo lc

i hate him a lots

but i do recognise new friends 

they both are sisters

happy to know both of them

and hope we have chance to gather together okay ?

seems you both are so free 

the group photo above still left 1 person

she is holding the camera to capture us

and we plan to take it but end up we forget and something happen with me

so paiseh and "down water"

OMG 

thanks to SEGian and two of you =)

I do enjoy working with you guys

alto is quite boring when working

but when people come we are so busy =)

hope we can have work again together 

New life new hairstyle :)

Finally I cut my hair
It never seem to be very prominent
But I cut it one length - straight
And cut my fringe as side fringe
Not very get used to my hair
And my Mami seems like don't very like my new hairstyle
Who cares is on my head but not hers :)
So I just want to get used to it

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最近习惯了深夜入眠的状态
搞得自己都很累
记忆力也衰退，可能是对科技的事物太多了吧
总之就很懒得去做我想要做的
每天只会面对我的手机还有电脑

爱上了东于哲-最最喜欢你
怎么听都不觉得腻
很轻松很开心爽朗的爱情曲子

他们能唱能跳，真的很让我羡慕
到底我何时才能再回到舞蹈世界？

来来欣赏这首MV ♥

曲：蔡旻佑

词：林怡凤

唱：东于哲

Hey baby you don't know
How much I need you so
Please tell me who's your lover
Hey baby think about me
I'll never let you go

谁先看见你 心跳开始溜滑梯
我可以怎么认识你
早就注意你 笑着的双眼眯眯
我就是这么被你吸引

阳光的表情 就像我发烫的心情
三餐都对你想个不停
人字拖鞋底 偷偷写着我喜欢你
别安静 别怀疑我 最最喜欢你

我的时间全给你 视线也给你
不求回报不贪心 你要吃饱要开心
就算打动不了你的心 Baby


阳光的表情 就像我发烫的心情
三餐对你想个不停
人字拖鞋底 偷偷写着我喜欢你
别客气 别怀疑喜欢你 是我的荣幸
我的时间全给你 视线也给你
不求回报不贪心 你要吃饱要开心
就算打动不了你的心 Baby

想把所有都给你 快乐给了你
你搬进我的心底 你让我充满了勇气
整个世界我都愿意 给你

说了 做了 开始等待奇迹
不敢分心 不敢偷瞄不敢放肆大方想你
好的 坏的 答桉只要一句
Baby Baby 我 喜欢你

我的时间全给你 视线也给你
不求回报不贪心 你要吃饱要开心
就算打动不了你的心 Baby

想把所有都给你 快乐给了你
你搬进我的心底 你让我充满了勇气
你有没有一点喜欢我了

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