生命是循环不息的一种结束,循环的不是生命,
是结束之前,必须承受的……
循环的痛苦……



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女人一生中有三个时候最美，
一是为心爱的人哭泣时的美，
一是为自己理想努力时的美，
一时穿着新娘礼服的美。



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《ＭｙＡＳＴＲＯ舞虎揚威大日子》新年专辑签唱会

《ＭｙＡＳＴＲＯ舞虎揚威大日子》已经圆满的结束
举办日期是8/12/2009 晚上8点在Leisure Mall ...
当天本人很早就到那里了哦
因为是朋友的妈妈在嘛，所以就早早去咯
3.30pm就出发了
到了leisure mall只听他们说，平时都没人，今天超多
近到广场内，见了很多人正排队想获取首128位的资格
相信有到现场的朋友都知道能获得买一送一的优惠
每位跟8的号码有关的都能得到可爱又限量的舞虎公仔
突然，导演再次给了个优惠让首三位购买的也能获得
我当然没有，因为我不比他们早
他们1.30pm开始排队了
超疯狂的


当我和朋友们享用晚餐后，就到目的地去
我们想慢慢的下到大厅，谁知道！！
刘界辉吖！我的眼睛一往下看！！ 就见到他！！
赶紧告诉他们
他们stun了，以为我认错人
当他们看见了后，赶紧跑下去
合照时间到！！！




















以上都是让你们看看，更多的照片到我的面子书观赏吧
很懒惰下载那么多。。






第一轮的游戏环节开始了，是由新秀队开始
ryan和min选了个什么都不知道的人上台
结果，让卉勤送张海报请他下台
之后再选过一位幸运儿
紧张时刻到了！！！
ryan竟然选到---------我！！
爽爆了！

当天回家睡不着！ 才睡不到2小时就起床鲁
真的有兴奋到极点！！

ryan很亲切的，也很好。。
笑得亲切，继续努力哦。。




更多详情请将您的滑键在这文章的题目按一下，就可以看到更多美丽的照片


For mOre .... can leave comment oso .... and also press the title of this post for more photos

写英文写到闲了
终于改写到华文拉
还有两天的考试
perdagangan和华文科
最重要的还不是我的华文科
现在只希望重要的几科能够成功的得到credit
不过英文必定要拿A!!!


最近都很轻松，因为整整6天不用考试
考了一科后，有休息4天才考华文
之后！！
嗒达，自由啦！！（正在自high-ing）
自有！！自由！！自由！！~~~（兴奋-ing）
可以飞了咯！！不用再看课本了，不用做作业了！！
现在正在找工作，朋友介绍一份工作，可是还不动要不要请人
因为他朋友是在那工作的，所以他说帮我问问，谢谢你哦
我现在要钱！！
我呢，是个很现实的人来的，一定要有钱，不然我会活不成（太夸张，歹势）



注意：
请别问是谁，什么事（可能私地下有我的msn的可以问我，可能会跟你讲的）
如果你懂我在说你，算你有点自知之明
如果你不懂就反省下啦！
不要在我背后说我的不好，我知道你有，你肯定会讲没有
就如别人所说，有那个小偷会承认自己是会偷东西的？！！
是没有的咯。。
你跟小偷的分别只是你不偷东西罢了嘛，可能啦！！没有人知道
你每次都假惺惺，看了就想呕！！
为什么他们可以撑得住你将的性格，他妈的！！
假到屁将，之前只是会在那里掩饰每件事情
我现在已经不是笨蛋了！！已经捉摸到你的人是怎样了
虽说有些迟，起码我已经清醒了
我是不会浪费一分一毛钱在你身上的
更不会浪费任何东西在你身上
所以有关于你的东西我是不会理会，也不会去的！
休想再占我便宜！！
还有更多的东西我不要写，你最好有自知之明



外送：

有没有人知道，哪里有卖筛子项链？
我要买给我哥vincent做礼物的
去了金河找不到！！
哥说他看见有个韩国人持有那筛子相连，很可爱~
所以我要买！！
如果有人知道的话，请你留个言给我
拜托。。。那个好心人士，行好心，帮帮忙
我要在圣诞之前买到
因为要在圣诞节时送到他手上




最近拍照都有问题
拍到很不美
所以......
有心脏病的不要看，因为很丑

taiwan 101 tower



sydney



sydney opera house




korea



korea




japan



japan





london eye

Juztin KahFai @ 刘界辉

ASQ 2009 do you remember who are they ? min , juztin kahfai , keat yoke , ryan & alvin chong keat yoke had got the first price in HongKong Competition
and she is also has took movie named -WooHoo大日子
now , Juztin KahFai has already record for his EP song named - 〈喜欢你〉
it is brisk edition of cantonese love song ...
is so nice , i love it ``

he may will meet us as soon as possible
yesterday watch astro wah lai toi , he speaks for sony camera
and also have play his mv ... but some only ...


waiting & waiting his first EP ...
and waiting to meet him so so so so happy



Friends please support
he is the first cantonese singer in Malaysia

♥ KahFai

already finish 6papers for my SPM ..
yesterday's paper was Additional Mathematics ..
i just wanted to said ...
OMG dont know how to do ...
when i look at the question just stun ..
how come so hard ..
the class of mine just got 4people took this paper ...
then we changed our class and sit the exam with those 5B's students nervous to sit in the same class with them ..
because they are too violent ..
gosh ... look at them , they just keep doing without stopping .. me ? keep stop writing ...
stil have 4 more days to go ...



skip skip skip ...





dont say im didnt think twice before i talk ...
you dont have qualification to say me ...
i know what im saying ..
and i dont care what you thinking about me ...
i dont have wrong ...


that day we went to revision ...
the girl asked me to go ...
she sms : you've been long time didnt went out with me already ..
ya i know ...
then , i promise to go revision with her .. and friends ...
suddenly im think back ...
actually the problem is not with me ...
the problem is with all of you ...
the reason is , when all of you went out you didnt ask me once ...
where did all of you went .. didnt ever ask me once .. i have get used to it ...
it is your choice to decide wanna ask me or not ...
i cant force .. maybe all of you dont want me to go out with you ..
i dont know ... i dont have the power to make decisions ...
im not the one inside all of your heart ...
i think no use to remember all of you ...
i just will remember some of them ...
i really dont know what did all of you thinking about me if all of you really dont like me , just tell me straightly ...
i dont want all of you keep in your heart or talking my bad things behind me i've already mention this many times ...
but one of it still not telling ...
and let me get know from other people ...
anyway , if all of you keep doing this ... im so sorry ..
i dont know how to face all of you ...
i know some problem is with me , because im not with all of you in school so much time .. because of some reason .. i dont hope to do that ...
but i just dont know how to face ...
but same to all of you .. got problem too ...
anyway ... i dont have to remember so much i think ...



skip skip skip ....




graduation is over ...
4days after , i can fly over everywhere ...
muahahaha ``
fly to taiwan , japan , london , canada , korea etc...
my lovely place ...
1st to go is taiwan ...
101大楼


taiwan wait for me ....
im coming ....

different look ~

last year ~


took it today ~

so tired now ~ and very moody now ~!
plan to go eat 'tong shui' ~
but someone said want go watch movie but i cant go
i also want watch 2012 ~ but he watch late night movie at 10pm
never mind ~ then someone said sick already then still want to go watch MOVIE wa !!!
WTH ~ so mad la ....
i think the person i said wont saw this ~

i want go out !
i want watch 2012 ~
i want watch Astro Boy ~
i want watch Christmas Carol ~
i want watch Avatar ~
i want watch many many movie ~!!

suddenly found out the photo i took last year and 2day ~
it is big difference ~ is it ?
the look from childish too mature look ~
i think so ~
my mum said i've change a lot ~
woo hoo ~ i like it ..
i don't want to be childish in my whole life ~
i want to change ~
i want to be slim too ~
i'm fat ~ fatty me ~
sigh ~
monday still have to take maths exam ~
but i still not get ready ~
GOD ~ could you help me ?
could anyone help me to take the exam ?

can i ask for reason?

( without photo in this post )
today is the second day of exam
is quite smooth going ...
just only the history paper are not going well ...
english paper1 i use all the time to answer ...
but i didnt follow up the format , i've forgot the format ...
so sad ~
then paper2 finish at 12pm
i was so violent because i use 45minutes to finish my history paper
we cant leave our class in the first 30minutes of exam
so i just stay back to use more time to answer
but don't even know the answer , i don't even think out the answer

in the afternoon , i brought phone to school
because i want to phone my mum to fetch me after history paper
when i phone my mum , my dad answer the call
aiyowei , when my mum reach my school
i get into the car and my mum asked
don't your exam until 4pm? why do you finish so early ?
i answer : alaweii , history ma ... how to answer ... ?
then my dad and her just keep blablabla over there and made my ear suffer
suan la suan la ~ i'll never angry my mum

went home online , then bath , then have my dinner
today have delicious curry ...
lalalala ~ ( sedang syok sendiri )
going to mid valley tomorrow ~
so excited now ...
long time didn't go to shop shop
but tomorrow not going to shop la
stil early for me
because want to save money to shop after exam with friends
want to go sunway , one utama , pavillion ...
want to sing k , want to go play , want to take photo and blablabla ~

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was thinking what should i do at first after exam
because after exam have to wait for months to get the result
have to think wanna work for bank straightly or work at outside
what should i suggest to do ?
my dad has already ask me what i wanna to do after that
mayb i will not want to study already
straightly work until i die
wahahaha ~

actually i don't like to stay in the office with all of those smart ladies and gentlement
i like to walk around outside with some chating
don't like to let people lock inside the office ...
hope i got what i want
hope my BM pass
hope my BI get A


why did he hide ?
why did he have to invite the people ?
why cant he open ?
annoyed about my exam ..
now i annoyed about him ...
why did i care him so much ...?
i am still waiting the answer ..
even though i know it will be impossible to get the answer
but i am still waiting ..
i don't know it will let you be so embarrassed
i just want to tell you the feeling inside my heart ...
that is all i wanna to do ..
i feel comfortable after i tell out my feeling to you ...
why do you want to do that to me ?
just give the answer only mar ..
i don't care what is the answer in the end
if yes , of course i'm happy la ...
but if is not , never mind i wont be sad ...
even it is no , i hope still can be friend
anyway , i will never force you ...


going to watch TVB 42anniversary now
bye

blablabla ~

this is the breakfast i ate it a week ago
is really nice
just at menjalara
i ate it when i sick...
but taste stil good





a sad thing to share...
my cousin car, been broken down by some stupid fellow
pity my cousin
have to repair it..
my house had no electric for 4 days
and we phoned to complaint
they said they are repairing the electric
wad the hell is tat...
did they knw it is damn dangerous now..
at hse house area, it had have been 3 cases the car broken down
1 of the victim report to the police
his car had have been broken down, the license plate and the lotax had been stolen
but the police said tat is small case
WHAT DO THEY MEAN SMALL CASE??!!!

really very mad with it...




2day, my aunt came back from macau n taiwan
woo hoo~ many things to eat jor....
the picture above was bought from my aunt
from macau
hahas~ i saw the photo which tag by other ppl in fb
is nice ~

TAIWAN ~ wait for me !!
i will come to travel over there

you will never know what am i thinking
i will just keep doing all the thing i think it is correct

school is going to finish
i am going to leave all my friends
yesterday was the last revision with my friends for my exam - SPM
all of us study happily
i have to thanks choon jiat
he teach me do the account
he is really good in the subject of account

at night, we went to have dinner together at kepong food court
it was raining yesterday
we ate many food - seaweed salad, hotdog( it is great ), fish etc ...
but i have to went home before 8.30pm
sorry friends, i cant accompany all of you in the longer time
i know i had have long time didnt go out with all of you
but i dont hope it happen, but is no choice
because sometime when all of you go out, all of you didnt inform me
when i know all of you go out didnt inform me, i was very sad
but it doesnt matter, all of you have the choice whether wanna to inform me or not

skip skip skip

carmen and ling said tat the hot dog was very spicy
they ate it till their tears fall off
what a pity( just kidding, dont angry me )
but i dont have any feeling on it
i didnt feel any spicy hahas~
after that my friend sent me home
stil let my mum scold
but nevermind la...
im enjoy with them
even though sometimes they didnt invite me

graduation !!! im coming
im happy on it, wahahaha
but im reluctant to give up some of my friends

the gals :

eva
shan
yeong
hooi
ling
xin
menmen
dong
vki
yen
teng

the boys :
fai
kyle
weng
pakson
jowin
jiat
kaze
thiam
alan
chunzern
frankie
chinying
a guy tat i knw but not for others

and others from form4 gals and few boys

GoodBye all of you
hope we will still meet after graduate





new photo without edit
it is weird?
giv some comment to it
thanks~

GOODBYE FRIENDS

sincerly: YamYam

朋友，安心上路了

13.11.2009

今天得知我这位朋友，凯德因一场严重的车祸而离开了这世界
他是一位热爱跳舞的男生
我们是在舞蹈社的camp里认识对方的
我还记得他跟我是同组的
他还在一场服装表演上扮演女生
他对我的印象很深刻，虽然它不是住吉隆坡
但是这朋友真得交得过，他是位很爱逗人开心的男生
每次都说笑，他是舞蹈社里的开心果
他昨天离开了我们，虽然我不能到哪里送他最后一程
我还是会为他祷告

我很后悔，后悔为什么当初他的信息我没有回复
为什么不联络他
我生气他，生气他骗我，生气他当初没把实话告诉我
为什么我那么小气？
为什么小小事情就不能原谅对方？
为什么小小事情就不跟他联络？
现在，我想要说对不起，已经太迟了
他再也听不到，再也听不见我想对他说的一切一切
对不起，真的对不起。。
我不该生起你的，真得不该
可是现在已经来不及了
我后悔了。。
在天堂的你能原谅我吗？

安息吧，我会每一天为你祷告的
我很开心遇见你这位朋友
希望来世还能再做朋友



这是唯一一张也是最后一张和你的照片
我会珍惜的
再见，朋友

to the guy which feel embarassed, sorry juz follow my feel-ing

im very sorry to someone, let u embarrased, let u shock, let u sudden
im very sorry
i... juz want to tel u all the thing, i dont knw wil let u hav so much bad feeling
im going to graduate, don1 to let myself regret
so i do such a thing like this, im here to APOLOGY
i hope u wil forgive me and so if u dont want to tel me
is ok, i think i already knw the answer

thank you
thanks for giving me recognise u
thanks for reply anything i send u
thanks for everything

(i dont think u wil read my blog)

btw really thank you
i wil not have any regret in this secondary school life...

Spm = Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia

it left 5days~
oh my gosh, 2day i went to school, cuz of this restu day
no reason to skip school, cuz if those who din attend cant take their slip SPM
a day b4, xuan mama sms me n told me tat MUST go to school 2day

when going to school, play drizzle
all the form3 and form5 students hav to stay back in the hall from beginning til end of school
boring days~
then hav to pray.. for ur own religion
then queue up class by class follow by the alphabets name
i was seperate with my friends...
then took our certificate and file

skip skip skip.....

10am sharp RECESS time .....
hooray!!!! my pity stomach is starve to roll about
hav my meal then some of the students they took some photo do to commemorate

after tat is such a boring time, listen some useless thing
(dono wad the teacher talking about...)

12pm free time again
the last memorable day for form5 students
but not for me
all of them walk here and there
some dating, some take photos, some chit chating and blablabla
jealous them jor.. so enjoy
but not for me...wad a pity
it is not belong to my world, i want to graduate!!!!!
im happy to recognise those who be my friends
but...unhappy thing occurs, i feel that all of u and i were no longer friends
mayb u hav forgotten me..
is okay, doesnt matter cuz i dont care it anymore
she's the most important in all of ur heart

she will only want ppl sympathize with her, load to pity
she open big eye to tell a lie, she tot she is very beautiful(wad the xxxx)
i hate her so...
i dont care u knw im talking bout u or nt, if u wan to hate me is the choice of u

skip skip skip

i wil never regret i do all the thing in this life of secondary skull life
thanks for all my friends who taught me many things
who help me, who care bout me, who treat me good
i wil nvr fgt all the memory...

good bye friends, i hope we could me gain after school life
if u stil act me as friend

GOODBYE 2009

GOODBYE SCHOOL

GOODBYE FRIENDS
GOODBYE SPM
GOODBYE EVERYTHING IN THIS YEAR

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Im moody now!!!
S I C K
juz bought some flu medcine ....
Almost going to lost my voice ...
wad to do ?
go to pharmacy tat doctor went to seminor ...
she wil bck 2mr ...
i really beh tahan dy ...
many thing cnt eat .... i wan chilli .... i wan fried food ....!!!
but i cant eat .... my mum anti me ...

I hate S I C K in my life ...
feel suffer when S I C K


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这世界上的人都盲目了吗？
为什么每个人只看外表不是内心呢？
内在美真得比外在美重要吗？
男生吖~都是将
我觉得内在美比外在美重要哦
（我并没说外在不重要，两个都重要；只是不要单凭外表而已啦）
你们觉得呢？

以为自己外在很美的吖，很有魅力，其实内心一点都不美。。
她的内在吖，比蝎子还毒哦；我不是乱讲的哦，这是我体会到的
我觉得吖，交朋友与交另一半都是一样的哦，要只看外表
没有错，外表很重要，但是吖，内在也是很重要的吖
不要只是要外在而忽略了内在的女生

真得很不爽！！
实在看不过将的人，很想把她拿去枪毙
毙掉这些有外在没内在的人



{以上只是本人的心情，如有得罪之处，请包含啦=）}




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status : waiting waiting n waiting ..... 等待等待再等待 .........




new ... without E D I T

FUCK THOSE STUPID AND IDIOT FAKER!!!!

FUCK!!!!
Faker YamYam, i knw u did use my name to cht with my friend in his cbox

SO, I TEL U NW, DONT DO SUCH A STUPID N IDIOT THING
FAKER IS FAKER, U CANT REPLACE ME!!!
DONT KEEP USING MY NAME N USE MY LINK TO CHT WITH MY FRIEND
I AM WHO I AM, YAMYAM IS JUZ ME, DONT TRY TO REPLACE IT
U DONT HAV THE CHANCE TO DO REPLACE ME!!!
SO GET OUT OF MY LIFE, GET OUT OF MY WAY N GET OUT OF MY FRIENDS PLACE
DONT TRY TO DO THIS AGAIN!!!!!


IM THE REAL......U'RE FAKE





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