can i ask for reason?

( without photo in this post )
today is the second day of exam
is quite smooth going ...
just only the history paper are not going well ...
english paper1 i use all the time to answer ...
but i didnt follow up the format , i've forgot the format ...
so sad ~
then paper2 finish at 12pm
i was so violent because i use 45minutes to finish my history paper
we cant leave our class in the first 30minutes of exam
so i just stay back to use more time to answer
but don't even know the answer , i don't even think out the answer

in the afternoon , i brought phone to school
because i want to phone my mum to fetch me after history paper
when i phone my mum , my dad answer the call
aiyowei , when my mum reach my school
i get into the car and my mum asked
don't your exam until 4pm? why do you finish so early ?
i answer : alaweii , history ma ... how to answer ... ?
then my dad and her just keep blablabla over there and made my ear suffer
suan la suan la ~ i'll never angry my mum

went home online , then bath , then have my dinner
today have delicious curry ...
lalalala ~ ( sedang syok sendiri )
going to mid valley tomorrow ~
so excited now ...
long time didn't go to shop shop
but tomorrow not going to shop la
stil early for me
because want to save money to shop after exam with friends
want to go sunway , one utama , pavillion ...
want to sing k , want to go play , want to take photo and blablabla ~

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was thinking what should i do at first after exam
because after exam have to wait for months to get the result
have to think wanna work for bank straightly or work at outside
what should i suggest to do ?
my dad has already ask me what i wanna to do after that
mayb i will not want to study already
straightly work until i die
wahahaha ~

actually i don't like to stay in the office with all of those smart ladies and gentlement
i like to walk around outside with some chating
don't like to let people lock inside the office ...
hope i got what i want
hope my BM pass
hope my BI get A


why did he hide ?
why did he have to invite the people ?
why cant he open ?
annoyed about my exam ..
now i annoyed about him ...
why did i care him so much ...?
i am still waiting the answer ..
even though i know it will be impossible to get the answer
but i am still waiting ..
i don't know it will let you be so embarrassed
i just want to tell you the feeling inside my heart ...
that is all i wanna to do ..
i feel comfortable after i tell out my feeling to you ...
why do you want to do that to me ?
just give the answer only mar ..
i don't care what is the answer in the end
if yes , of course i'm happy la ...
but if is not , never mind i wont be sad ...
even it is no , i hope still can be friend
anyway , i will never force you ...


going to watch TVB 42anniversary now
bye

blablabla ~

this is the breakfast i ate it a week ago
is really nice
just at menjalara
i ate it when i sick...
but taste stil good





a sad thing to share...
my cousin car, been broken down by some stupid fellow
pity my cousin
have to repair it..
my house had no electric for 4 days
and we phoned to complaint
they said they are repairing the electric
wad the hell is tat...
did they knw it is damn dangerous now..
at hse house area, it had have been 3 cases the car broken down
1 of the victim report to the police
his car had have been broken down, the license plate and the lotax had been stolen
but the police said tat is small case
WHAT DO THEY MEAN SMALL CASE??!!!

really very mad with it...




2day, my aunt came back from macau n taiwan
woo hoo~ many things to eat jor....
the picture above was bought from my aunt
from macau
hahas~ i saw the photo which tag by other ppl in fb
is nice ~

TAIWAN ~ wait for me !!
i will come to travel over there

you will never know what am i thinking
i will just keep doing all the thing i think it is correct

school is going to finish
i am going to leave all my friends
yesterday was the last revision with my friends for my exam - SPM
all of us study happily
i have to thanks choon jiat
he teach me do the account
he is really good in the subject of account

at night, we went to have dinner together at kepong food court
it was raining yesterday
we ate many food - seaweed salad, hotdog( it is great ), fish etc ...
but i have to went home before 8.30pm
sorry friends, i cant accompany all of you in the longer time
i know i had have long time didnt go out with all of you
but i dont hope it happen, but is no choice
because sometime when all of you go out, all of you didnt inform me
when i know all of you go out didnt inform me, i was very sad
but it doesnt matter, all of you have the choice whether wanna to inform me or not

skip skip skip

carmen and ling said tat the hot dog was very spicy
they ate it till their tears fall off
what a pity( just kidding, dont angry me )
but i dont have any feeling on it
i didnt feel any spicy hahas~
after that my friend sent me home
stil let my mum scold
but nevermind la...
im enjoy with them
even though sometimes they didnt invite me

graduation !!! im coming
im happy on it, wahahaha
but im reluctant to give up some of my friends

the gals :

eva
shan
yeong
hooi
ling
xin
menmen
dong
vki
yen
teng

the boys :
fai
kyle
weng
pakson
jowin
jiat
kaze
thiam
alan
chunzern
frankie
chinying
a guy tat i knw but not for others

and others from form4 gals and few boys

GoodBye all of you
hope we will still meet after graduate





new photo without edit
it is weird?
giv some comment to it
thanks~

GOODBYE FRIENDS

sincerly: YamYam

朋友，安心上路了

13.11.2009

今天得知我这位朋友，凯德因一场严重的车祸而离开了这世界
他是一位热爱跳舞的男生
我们是在舞蹈社的camp里认识对方的
我还记得他跟我是同组的
他还在一场服装表演上扮演女生
他对我的印象很深刻，虽然它不是住吉隆坡
但是这朋友真得交得过，他是位很爱逗人开心的男生
每次都说笑，他是舞蹈社里的开心果
他昨天离开了我们，虽然我不能到哪里送他最后一程
我还是会为他祷告

我很后悔，后悔为什么当初他的信息我没有回复
为什么不联络他
我生气他，生气他骗我，生气他当初没把实话告诉我
为什么我那么小气？
为什么小小事情就不能原谅对方？
为什么小小事情就不跟他联络？
现在，我想要说对不起，已经太迟了
他再也听不到，再也听不见我想对他说的一切一切
对不起，真的对不起。。
我不该生起你的，真得不该
可是现在已经来不及了
我后悔了。。
在天堂的你能原谅我吗？

安息吧，我会每一天为你祷告的
我很开心遇见你这位朋友
希望来世还能再做朋友



这是唯一一张也是最后一张和你的照片
我会珍惜的
再见，朋友

to the guy which feel embarassed, sorry juz follow my feel-ing

im very sorry to someone, let u embarrased, let u shock, let u sudden
im very sorry
i... juz want to tel u all the thing, i dont knw wil let u hav so much bad feeling
im going to graduate, don1 to let myself regret
so i do such a thing like this, im here to APOLOGY
i hope u wil forgive me and so if u dont want to tel me
is ok, i think i already knw the answer

thank you
thanks for giving me recognise u
thanks for reply anything i send u
thanks for everything

(i dont think u wil read my blog)

btw really thank you
i wil not have any regret in this secondary school life...

Spm = Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia

it left 5days~
oh my gosh, 2day i went to school, cuz of this restu day
no reason to skip school, cuz if those who din attend cant take their slip SPM
a day b4, xuan mama sms me n told me tat MUST go to school 2day

when going to school, play drizzle
all the form3 and form5 students hav to stay back in the hall from beginning til end of school
boring days~
then hav to pray.. for ur own religion
then queue up class by class follow by the alphabets name
i was seperate with my friends...
then took our certificate and file

skip skip skip.....

10am sharp RECESS time .....
hooray!!!! my pity stomach is starve to roll about
hav my meal then some of the students they took some photo do to commemorate

after tat is such a boring time, listen some useless thing
(dono wad the teacher talking about...)

12pm free time again
the last memorable day for form5 students
but not for me
all of them walk here and there
some dating, some take photos, some chit chating and blablabla
jealous them jor.. so enjoy
but not for me...wad a pity
it is not belong to my world, i want to graduate!!!!!
im happy to recognise those who be my friends
but...unhappy thing occurs, i feel that all of u and i were no longer friends
mayb u hav forgotten me..
is okay, doesnt matter cuz i dont care it anymore
she's the most important in all of ur heart

she will only want ppl sympathize with her, load to pity
she open big eye to tell a lie, she tot she is very beautiful(wad the xxxx)
i hate her so...
i dont care u knw im talking bout u or nt, if u wan to hate me is the choice of u

skip skip skip

i wil never regret i do all the thing in this life of secondary skull life
thanks for all my friends who taught me many things
who help me, who care bout me, who treat me good
i wil nvr fgt all the memory...

good bye friends, i hope we could me gain after school life
if u stil act me as friend

GOODBYE 2009

GOODBYE SCHOOL

GOODBYE FRIENDS
GOODBYE SPM
GOODBYE EVERYTHING IN THIS YEAR

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Im moody now!!!
S I C K
juz bought some flu medcine ....
Almost going to lost my voice ...
wad to do ?
go to pharmacy tat doctor went to seminor ...
she wil bck 2mr ...
i really beh tahan dy ...
many thing cnt eat .... i wan chilli .... i wan fried food ....!!!
but i cant eat .... my mum anti me ...

I hate S I C K in my life ...
feel suffer when S I C K


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这世界上的人都盲目了吗？
为什么每个人只看外表不是内心呢？
内在美真得比外在美重要吗？
男生吖~都是将
我觉得内在美比外在美重要哦
（我并没说外在不重要，两个都重要；只是不要单凭外表而已啦）
你们觉得呢？

以为自己外在很美的吖，很有魅力，其实内心一点都不美。。
她的内在吖，比蝎子还毒哦；我不是乱讲的哦，这是我体会到的
我觉得吖，交朋友与交另一半都是一样的哦，要只看外表
没有错，外表很重要，但是吖，内在也是很重要的吖
不要只是要外在而忽略了内在的女生

真得很不爽！！
实在看不过将的人，很想把她拿去枪毙
毙掉这些有外在没内在的人



{以上只是本人的心情，如有得罪之处，请包含啦=）}




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status : waiting waiting n waiting ..... 等待等待再等待 .........




new ... without E D I T

FUCK THOSE STUPID AND IDIOT FAKER!!!!

FUCK!!!!
Faker YamYam, i knw u did use my name to cht with my friend in his cbox

SO, I TEL U NW, DONT DO SUCH A STUPID N IDIOT THING
FAKER IS FAKER, U CANT REPLACE ME!!!
DONT KEEP USING MY NAME N USE MY LINK TO CHT WITH MY FRIEND
I AM WHO I AM, YAMYAM IS JUZ ME, DONT TRY TO REPLACE IT
U DONT HAV THE CHANCE TO DO REPLACE ME!!!
SO GET OUT OF MY LIFE, GET OUT OF MY WAY N GET OUT OF MY FRIENDS PLACE
DONT TRY TO DO THIS AGAIN!!!!!


IM THE REAL......U'RE FAKE





FROM : THE OWNER FROM THIS BLOG

I do wad i like 13 x KahFei n ChoonJiat

Happy Birthday to KahFei(my friend n cousin), ChoonJiat(my friend)
2day is their birthday
juz now celebrate with them
we went to brem mall - just k
then kahfei fetch me, ling, vki n yen
v move so slowly, then vki lie tat she was stomach-ache
then v late to there
after tat, kahfei get shock while reach there...
he really tot tat juz 5 of us going to sing k oni
who knw, all of his friend came to celebrate with him...hahas
admire, i wonder anyone rmb mine
but anyway, is ok if they fgt
doesnt matter
cuz they have fgt me, in their mind

then v sing so happily
actually when i was sang nicholas song - 爱你胜过自己
i really wanna cry dy
dono y, n oso the song named - 我爱的人 by Jordan Chan
really dono y
when help them celebrate i was very moody la..
i dont want say y.....2day i think they are going to eat la mayb
cuz the 2nd time ma...might b la...
then i dont think they wil ask me out
nvrm, i stay at home watch battleground n let's dance (if im not mistaken)
both of these show is dance show, battleground is m'sia dance show
let's dance is taiwan dance show, i like both of this show
is amazing..owesome, perfect
battledground support - elecoldxhot (muz support)
let's dance support - 黑角，街头酷

they are cool...i heard 1 of my friend said, batteleground was the last year for this year
wad a pity, dono wad's the reason lar..
if it is, really sad to heard tat
anyway juz good luck to elecoldxhot la
ganbateh ya...

our pic tat v took 2gether i'll juz post it when i take from friends lar
cuz mine not nice....
sad.....

gonna slp lar....
good nite friends~
enjoy ur weekends...

good night
the end~

i ♥

不在爱了，他属于另一个人了
他的心已在那儿，我也不能做任何的事了
告诉他真心话？
我没这勇气，或许时机还未到来
等待时机来临，告诉了他，就面临高考了
再也不见了…………
只好对他说…………
再见了，有缘再见了
约出来是不可能了，因为他很忙，还得工作
不想阻碍他，唯有顺其自然咯

朋友，祝福我吧。。
哈哈。。

晚安~

My Life 12 x Untitled

last week had holiday from friday, but i started on thursday(cuz of blood test)
sunday went to selayang capitol n selayang mall
had a walk n find the thing i want to bought
but didnt found it
after that went to sri damansara had my tea at MC
there was no place left for my parents n i
so we wait n wait, a family finish their meal n went
then i asked my mum to take a sit over there while i was waiting our meal
we order 4 large set meal n a burger
when i finish my meal then i went to washed my hands
i saw my dance mate, b4 tat she was my team leader for our competition - xiao ning
miss her lot, long time we didnt met
suddenly met her at MC
so happy, when we saw each other, we were stun
she looked at me with her big eye, n i suddenly cant called out her named
cuz i was surprised...

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this week, we didnt have any class for school
juz sitting in the class n doing nth
except chit-chating we cant do other things
cuz is really very boring...
many of them doing their revision
but for me? im not!
cuz im lazy...i muz stop all this laziness from now
but i cant do it, i juz say it everytime
after tat i lupa, i fgt wad i said
i juz wanna ply with my psp, play with my computer

2nd thing i want to said-
my undang test, i hvn take the test
cuz im waiting for the english language book
i dont want Malay is S
cant understand bout it, is hard
english is more easier for me i think
i muz take the test b4 SPM
bcuz it hav to wait for a month only can take the driving test
i hav to do all my best, i shud take the test as soon as possible

3rd thing-
2day is sunday, early in the morning, didnt went to jog
cuz lazy(lazy gain)
in the afternoon went to One Utama
for bought Fountain Pen, the brand - Sheaffer
bought from my dad, he bought it for me
even though i dono how to use it as well
but i still hav to learn, n keep it as nice as i can
bcuz it is very expensive
thanks my dad

then we go to had meal at BBQ Chicken
it was very delicious, guys n gals hav to taste it
long time didnt update the photo
now juz upload some~
hope u wil giv some comment

My Life 12 x No Friends

wad is friend stand for??

wad did friend mean?

suddenly i felt i lost friend

i din hav friend, they hav forgot me

im not in their mind

im not anything in their mind

i think i no need to feel let go in my secondary school life

i could let go n think bout my future

i could let go n not to think about them

mayb someone have rite

friend are not everything, they wil forgot u one day

blood test + HAPPYBIRTHDAY TO MEN

今天没去上课
因为去上课也是无聊的
加上今天要去验血
所以就逃过一劫，不用上学！！
一比~不过吖..
spm要到鲁,可是吖~我还是懒懒散散得说
这...这...这要怎么考吖？
一直保持这状况肯定不能有好成绩的呗

谁要救我？把我送到没有游玩的地方，没有游戏机，没有娱兴的地带
这才能努力用工吧？
今天去验血哦~
因为生病，不过不是感冒拉~
嗯.....
其实吖，就是呼吸困难
去了两个诊所，两个医生都说没事
但是！！！去了一个pharmacy
那个医生说，可能是有菌
不过要验血了才知道
所以今天就去了吖，就在KL tawaka hospital的对面
他是一个lab来的，我还以为是那些大医院很像sime darby将

不需要花费一分钟的时间，那位马来护士就抽了我的血
很厉害哦，然后我的血就一直抽一直抽
刚开始很怕很怕，因为很久没让针触碰我了
所以怕咯~

回到家就感到疼痛，有黑青的症状
痛得叻！！
算啦，以后要让针多点触碰我
哈哈，将才不会痛嘛~

题外话：
MENMEN，生日快乐哦
今天没去学校帮你庆祝， 对不起哦
明天也没上课，你星期六就生日了
所以没能亲口对你说声生日快乐
所以，希望你会在这里看到哦
大美女MENMEN生日快乐！！！

My Life 11 x 中学生涯

人生，是什么构造成的？
人们总是说：没有笨的人，只有懒的人
人们总是说：不要嫉妒别人拥有什么，只要自己努力；肯定也能得到
人们还说了很多的东西,可是
往往我就是办不到
我嫉妒他人
我不知自己是愚笨,还是懒惰
我更不知自己做的事,是对还错
或许我..不了解我自己

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但，我知道，我想往我的梦想前进
我想实现梦想
就算我知道是不可能，我还是想去尝试；我想埋向前进
就算别人用“有色”的眼睛看待我，我...还是我
就算我什么都不好，我...还是我
就算我成绩不好，我...也不会让你看低
就算我什么都不好，但..我还是勇于面对
就算我成绩很烂，让人看贬；但..我还是会努力（可是一到尽头，难以努力了）

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中学的日子，并不好过
虽然我拥有了许多的朋友，但要找个知心的；并没有很多
或许，一只手都能算完
就算要找个很好很好的朋友，并没有很多
或许，一只手都能算完
你，拥有知心的朋友吗？
你，拥有很好很好的朋友吗？

中学生涯，对我而言；并不是那么的乐趣
乐趣？或许今年比较乐趣吧~
今年是中学生涯的最后一年
这五年来，认识了不少朋友
经过很多挫折，喜怒哀乐~

我不知道他们对我的感觉是如何
可是，我真得很高兴认识了他们
不管是没谈话了的，没联络了的；吵过架的，翻过脸的，怎么样的都好
谢谢你们让我认识了你们，我知道我自己的个性，脾气等等，是非常的坏
可能有的包容我，有的可能会不爽我；
但是无论如何，我们快毕业了；会少联络了，有什么对我不满的就尽量告诉我吧
加上最近脾气超不好的，之前我会跟你们一大班聊天，玩耍
但是最近只是跟那位女生朋友，也少和你们聊天；玩耍
可是这并不代表我不想和你们这班朋友了，只是有些事情藏在心里，解不开
你们永远都会在我心里，永不忘记的

我朋友跟我说过：-
朋友不是一见到面就有聊不完的话题
每天一见面就一直聊个不停也并不代表那是个真正的朋友
朋友你可以有很多，但真正要找到知己的，懂得体谅和包容自己的并不多

我觉得这句话还蛮有道理的
可是，我就是和他们缺少很多很多的话题
我希望他们能包容我

My Life 10 x 全球华人新秀歌唱大赛

昨天是我们马来西亚新秀大赛的三甲
在香港参加‘全球华人新秀歌唱大赛’
刘界辉，黄毓敏，曾洁钰
祝他们演出成功 - 昨天的心是一直在祈祷
直到晚上，比赛开始了

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可是我却没有看到黄毓敏1号演唱的第一首歌曲
因为忘了比赛开始的时间
（带过……）
接着曾洁钰是12号
刘界辉是15号
今年只是一场比赛就搞定了
往年都是两天才结束
今年是例外的

当16位选手第一环节的演唱结束后
主持人就宣布8强人选
很开心的是……我们新秀三甲进入了8强
接着就是由最高分的四位选出最低分的与他们pk
很不幸的，我们自己既然人要与我们自己人PK
我们的刘界辉与黄毓敏对打
刘界辉演唱了萧敬腾的王妃
有点走音了的说，导致无法进入下一环节

就是从那一刻开始，我不再继续观看了
因为没心情，当我sms界迷irene时
他既然说了一句我很不可思议的是
可是我不透露是什么事情，毕竟是他的隐私嘛！
当那结果出路的一刹那，我就已知道很多界迷都很伤心
可是，界辉说过：输赢不重要，他会尽全力
我们要力挺他，他永远是我们最爱的界辉

不过也有很开心的，洁钰获了金麦克风大奖
为我国再次争光！！
恭喜恭喜！
可喜可贺！ 哈哈
鼓掌鼓掌！！！

虽然毓敏和界辉没得到奖，可是他们已经表现得很好了
也要为他们鼓掌鼓掌！！
辛苦他们三位咯
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刚刚看了小鹰的博客，他说界辉生病了，幸好是摆乌龙
如果界辉生病了，界迷们一定会很担心他的
明天界辉会到myfm做访问，当然不知有他，还有其它二位
毓敏和洁钰也会在myfm
是在早上9时正的皇宫灿烂
我不能听，因为有上课
希望能带电话到学校听……哈哈
期待期待…………
好了，该走了
晚安