♥

do u knw much bout ♥?
wad is it exactly ??
im blur
♥ is u ♥ him more than urself or he ♥ u more than himself?
any ideas? i hope i find the 1 he ♥ me more than ♥ himself

i rmb that i told him bout our ♥ we talk gain later
Later ?? is already 2months
i think it back now and my friend told me just now
he is quite a good guy , doesnt he ??
i answer : Mr T really a good guy, he treat me very good ; he'll care me ... etc
better than Mr H , cuz Mr H wont care so much than Mr T
I think my friend wil knw who m i talking


this few days i really review my memory wad is my feeling to him?
because of me , i let him dont have any confident in ♥
i knw i cant do anything
but i dint even reject him bout our ♥ rite?
i just answer talk later ...
i keep finding u to help me this and tat , i get to think wad is my feeling with u
when i tell myself NO, i dont have feel with u
but my heart is juz like so mess , impossible NO feeling
my mood is very mess now
because i dono wad to tel u now
last time u so suddenly and directly told me ur feeling to me
and now ? shud i do wad u done ?
shud i tel u directly ? the point is i scare to get reject now
i dont have confident for myself
i lost my brave confident
im scare , really very scare
because of yesterday i heard u said that ♥ is not important for u anymore
the most important for u now is to save more money because u wanna travel
u wanna go to London(my ♥ country) to meet up ur aunt, and Bali (the romantic country)


my friend ask me to tel him
he is a good guy
wad shud i do ??
will he see this post ?? will he come have a walk in my Blog??
will he leave me comment?
will he tell out his feeling with me nw?
(waiting for his msg, not even rply yet)


have to think how shud i tell him this thing~
nervous ing
or mayb i give up







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THANKS AND REGARDS YAMYAM